it's just ice cream and me baby.

27 February 2009

2009-02-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is quite upsetting. Cuz JFM's leaving tmr, and yea, I've known her for slightly more than 2 years and she's been really a joy bringer! I'll miss her immensely while she's gone, oh well. Yea, we had a mini gathering just now at Marina Square and subsequently down the esplanade path. Many pictures up on fb(;

Anyhow, life in AJ hasn't been too shabby. Well it's really tiring, but not too bad I guess. It kinda drains the energy out of me, so I'm sorry, my friends who've found that my energy levels have plummeted drastically over the month. Well, I hope I get used to JC life soon.

PE in AJ really really sucks. We just run laps, so for now we're at 6 laps. I hope they don't raise it to 8 in the near future); then after running, it's all the circuit-ish stuff, like crunches and IPUs. I really don't enjoy PE!

Anyhow, so I should start from orientation. Orientation was quite HEH HEH, we, AGENA, OG04/09 were second best OG, and we were all extraordinarily high! Yea and we're really bonded together as an OG! Oh, our 4 OGLs were Jason, Wee Siong, Zhi Yu and Yao Xin. They're all really hyper and enthusiastic, so it was so awesome. We practically just walked about school screaming.

Eventually, we got split up as new classes, though it was believed that our OG's our class); so we were all upset and wrote a petition which got beaten down before we even got it to be read! A waste of our efforts man! Yea, So now I'm in 30/09 with some people from Agena. Agena was split into 3 groups to join 3 classes. Yea, so 30/09 has a large number of PRCs, but everyone's really nice and kind to each other despite the different nationalities! Although I won't say that the Agena people are completely bonded to 30/09, I would say that we're fitting in nicely(;

So, school has been tiring, work load's increasing and all but I hope I'll be able to cope! This weekend, there's homework for EVERY subject, and there's even a civics worksheet which I didn't have enough time to complete.

I miss Crescent);
I miss my group);
I miss the teachers);
I miss wearing the yellow and peacock blue uniform);

I will adapt to AJC.
I will try to love AJC.
I will try enjoy AJC.

7 February 2009

2009-02-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

Heh, alright. I've been through one week at AJC. School's been quite slack I guess. I can't wait for lectures to begin, honestly! Oh, Monday's the start of orientation week!

My dad thinks the uniform is gorgeous but I'm just not interested in it! What more can I say about blue and grey. Oh, but SOME people think my skirt is very short); And my brother says I look like a primary school kid being forced to go to JC in it. What he means is, I don't look intelligent enough for JC and that I look too small for JC);

Heh, I've met many many snrs in AJ!
Honestly, I'm not enjoying JC life. It's makes me feel very old. And it makes me feel so stupid! I couldn't understand the maths and chem! I hope I grow smarter in a week, that'll help alot.

ANYHOWS, SANKARI D/O SINNASAMY IS IN AJC WITH ME. She did not run off to Australia! This is awesome news but I have a feeling she might leave halfway through the school year!

Currently, I'm craving for chocolate! and a nice cold drink, Happy me, happy show, happy monkey king(;

13 January 2009

2009-01-13T21:20:00.002+08:00

Alright, I'm quite happy with my O level results(;

Heh, today I went out with Joy! It was fun(; She thought we were supposed to meet at j8 and I thought we were meeting at thompson plaza! Anyhow, we had swensens! It was awesome and I had my MALTED MILK SHAKE (SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE)!

Then I brought my hamsters home with Joy. Thankyou Joy for taking in my darlings for 10 days! Oh and to mention, I bought my New Moon (moon moon moon).

Then we went to Kinokuniya, and then borders, and then liang court's kinokuniya! and I bought Starbucks!It was SPLENDID, INCREDIBLE, MAGNIFICENT, AWESOMEEEEE! I'm so happy!

Anyhow, my O level results:
L1R5- 7
L1R5 after deducting CCA- 5
English-A1
Chinese- A2(;
E maths- A1
A maths-A1
Physics- A1
Chemistry- A2 D;
Pure Geography- A2);
Combined Humanities- A1

30 December 2008

2008-12-30T12:11:00.002+08:00

Well last night I went to St james with candice, eva, jfm, sinying and isabel.
erm at first it was quite alright, talking and moving around and sitting about.
then on the dancefloor place, erm, well it was very odd.
Uh huh, okay I met this girl with very low self esteem, and very little confidence I guess.
I was staring at Jfm, then she popped out from no where
and wanted to fight with me.
Honestly, I think it was more of bullying than getting her justice back whatsoever.
Well she probably thought I was staring at her but, okay.
I was awfully shocked and enormously scared cuz she almost ripped my sleeve off.
Yea and she was railing at me in some incomprehensible way.
It was so horrifying. So I went home and Eva's daddy sent me home.
Then I called Rab and started bawling my eyes out.
So today my eyes are so puffy and sore.

18 Nov 2008

2008-11-18T14:42:00.005+08:00

PROM is over.

heh, yesterday was such an exciting day! Well I took the BUS to prom even though the train is more classy. A gazillionty people were staring at me and they did so disapprovingly, guess something's wrong! Oh and my hair was enormously puffy, and since I did my own makeup, it was kinda screwed! Heh, OH WELL.

15 November 2008

2008-11-15T20:14:00.015+08:00

After a GAZILLION years, I will update my blog!

Alright, o levels are over, fantastic fantastic! I shall update from after o levels! I WALKED OUT OF THE HALL AND WAS HAPPY. lol, and hsun-i gave me a nice random present. AWWW, it's so prettaye, thankyou(; ohh, and I got my dress with my mommy.

14 nov

omg, it was so amazing and wonderful! heh, I went out with mayvin and ziying! AND THEN WE DECKED THE HALLS OF TOWN! met up at far east, walked about AND I GOT HEELS.

this is my heel, it cost me $35.90, and is 3.5 INCH HIGH. oh man, please don't let me fall flat on my face! I will die of embarrassment, please and thankyou.

Alright, and then ziying got her shoes too, and then we spent BOMBS on cosmetics at marina square. YAY IT WAS SO MUCH FUN WALKING AROUND

Then we went to mayvin's house to learn! Ziying to use her cosmetics, and me to walk in my stilts! WHEEE(;

Then me and ziying went to tanglin mall!

The christmas lights were so pretty and the floor was covered in foam snow! Then we saw many kids coating each other in foam!

Oh and there were these giant pillars covered with plastic bottles! heh, we admire them for their recycling efforts! made us feel so warm and fuzzy(; like the world's changing!

and we're assuming that these pillars are really candles

yea then we strolled down the road together, admiring the christmas lights, SO ROMANTIC AHH!

and so to sum, I had such a fantastic time! CLAP CLAP CLAP!

Alright, goodnight(;

26 June 2008

2008-06-26T23:02:00.012+08:00

IT'S ALMOST CHINESE ORAL!

so I've been brushing up on my chinese!

I LOVE FAHRENHEIT!;D

Aren't they amazing! I mean like,

SO HOT! super hot! HEH HEH

AND AND TANG YU ZHE

HOHO. I'm in love with all five! muahaha.
My chinese better improve soon!
Okay so what I've watched so far:
1.花样少年少女
2.Hana Kimi jp
3.公主小妹
4.half of 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭

so I've watched alot alrdy I guess!
I shall get down to studying again.
OH MAN GEOGRAPHY
OH MAN HISTORY
OH MAN SOCIAL STUDIES
OH MAN AMATHS
OH MAN PHYSICS
OH MAN CHEMISTRY

heh. oh and we stepped down alrdy!
I'm probably going to miss my sec ones.
They probably wouldn't miss me but yea.
heh, thankyou very much for the erm,
cake, cookie and brownie I think!
heh, I appreciate it;D (though I can't eat it)
And the sec 2s' paper thing! it's pretty(;
and the sec 3s for being party planners!
THANKYOU! goodnight(;

(wanxuan, I updated alrdy! Aren't you proud of me?)

13 June 2008

2008-06-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

9 june;
we celebrated sinying's birthday!
yea so me and her went out first and my job was
to distract her and then bring her to the rooftop.
SHE WAS SO DIFFICULT.
but I still love her!
okay so altogether we celebrated her bday.
I think she was happy(;

11 june;
okay had the weird surgery thing and erm wasted my day away.
then at night I got hospitalised. and then discharged at the next afternoon.

OKAY but now I'm happy since I can stare at hana kimi(;
And candice went overseas! haha.
SHE BETTER GET ME A PRESENT;D
and joy should be back(;
she said she got me gum.
Alright fine, I ought to go do homework.

28 June 2008

2008-05-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

The mango trees underneath my flat bloom every year, but it's the first year I can remember where I see mangos on the trees without Siti by my side. She's been like my mom for so long, doing all those weird things with me and taking care of me for almost 8years. oh man, I miss her.

I'm thankful I have so much, but still I wish she was here with me, it's like she's part of my family);

Anyhows, chinese Os is half over and I did badly. Probably a B3); okay I'm going to retake unless I get a 1. Okay I want to watch Hana Kimi soon.

5 April 2008

2008-04-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

I really hate being alone. I dread the feeling of pure loneliness. I feel like I'm going through a crisis already.

It's been scary facing the bare and empty walls. I've always thought I was used to the silence, I've always thought I could get used to being independent in its own freaky way.
The tv's switched on most of the time, blasting, if not my phone'll be playing songs. It's really simple to fill up the house with noise.
The more I fall, the more I need you so.

Sometimes I hate the way no one is at home everyday. I hate not having someone to call, just to tell that I'm reaching home soon. Imissyou.

8 February 2008

2008-02-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

alright, so it's been a million years since I've blogged.

well CNY is here but it's just another holiday to me.

My Noj escaped last night and he's nowhere to be found.
My Siwel died last month.
My Welsi gave birth to six pups (fathered by Noj).
I hope they're all happy.

I watched CJ7 last night. it was basically just an average movie.

On a brighter note, on wednesday,
me, eva, rab(a-dub), candice and isabel (eyefreckle)
went out to play! we wanted to go skating but we didn't in the end
so we watched 27 dresses.
It was such a cute movie(;

I love kim, how random.
I love wan xuan, my ex-partner.
I appreciate jiahui for her always occasional kindness.
I love candice,my daddy.
I love rab,my rubber ducky.
I love eva for being pikachu.
I love feli, for being furry.
I love sinying, my emokid partner.
I love isabel for entertaining me.
I love all my squadmates, for being my squadmates.
I love anyone I missed out, cuz of whatever they've done.

I miss my pets, why did they leave);

3 December 2007

2007-12-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello!(;

haha, so cool lahh!
THANKYOU CANDICE, RAB, BEATRICE, YEETING AND LEWIS!
hoho! yay so cool!

so I was supposed to meet beatrice at 12 for lunch.
but I was late of course, like always.
so we ate at cafe cartel like happy kids.
had a nice long lunch and everything too!
so after that we went up to my house.

When I reached home and dingdonged on the door,
erm, they were inside and all, and it was really sweet!
of course, lewis wasn't there lahh.
haha, there was a cake and everything all so sweet!
ohh, and the cake was swensens and all!
and at first they couldn't find the knife,
but later on I found it in the fridge!(;
I'm so touched(;

This is YT preparing all(;

This is me being all shocked and touched!

The cake! I swear it's pretty and tastes good!

Gnow Noj and Eel Siwel!

HEH HEH HO(;

CUT CAKE

Look at the prettAYE cake(;

AWW, meet daddy and kitty partner!

SMILE SHUTTER(;

beatrice is trying not to smile!

Look at candice's boo boo!

later on me and candice went to yeeting's house to visit hammy.
while rab and beatrice went off(;

Oh when I went home, I bought the powder bath.
my darlings fought okay);
LITTLE NOJ AND SIWEL, DON'T FIGHT!
well technically noj kept attacking siwel!);
I'm gonna raid my savings, get a gnawing stick and hamster wheel.

but still, THANKYOU MY DEAR PEOPLES! ILY(;

30 November 2007

2007-11-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

all passed then.
but still, that ___ ___ was still really _______.

And besides, y'all keep saying we're unreasonable.
but think about it, how reasonable are y'all?

28 November 2007

2007-11-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

Well, annual camp's over alrdy!
I've just got to say I'm seriously beat);
I hardly slept much during camp.
GOOD NIGHT ALL. I'm off to bed alrdy.

25 November 2007

2007-11-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

I know you're tired,
I know you're worn,
I know you're torn
You're losing all your hope
'Cause you're a long way from home

Oh, I know you're worried
I know you're scared.
I'd like to put my arms around you
And tell you I care.
Hope is in Heaven, not far away
Just close your eyes, he hears what you say.
Feel him around you,
He's everywhere
Reachin' to touch you,
Know that he is there.
Deep in the heart of a war,
He hears a Soldier's Prayer.

Ask and he'll protect you,
guide where you go.
Keep you from evil that tears at your soul
Oh,speak to the Father,
say what's on your mind
It just takes a moment,if you'll take the time

Hope is in Heaven, not far away
Just close your eyes,
e hears what you say.
Feel him around you,
He's everywhere
Reachin' to touch you,
Know that he's there.
Deep in the heart of a war,
He hears a Soldier's Prayer.

Let's pray for hope,
Let's pray for peace
I pray for you and you pray for me
I'll pray for heaven to hear what you say
All of God's children will find out one day
Deep in the heart of a war
God heard a Soldier's Prayer.

Well, sincerely, I like this song.
It makes me cry. Cry alot. BUCKETS. hoho!

Lord, I pray for hope, I pray for peace.
And I pray for the sec 2s SFA);
freak, Hasinah dear, let's keep our faith.

I miss you much);

24 November 2007

2007-11-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna miss my pet mouse, Eel Siwel.
nevermind anyhows, all's over and all's done.
why am I sad? I guess I don't knw.

OKAY I'M A HAPPY KID.
my phone broke down, oh joy.
homework's still piling up, oh joy.
I'm broke, oh joy.

22 November 2007

2007-11-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

Ahh, I sorta twisted my ankle.
And so I went to the sinseh kind of person,
well, he rubbed it damn hard and I've gotta keep going back to check up);
I asked him if I could skate, he said can but not recommended though.
heh, but I went anyways!
and I've realised it really hurts after skating but still, my love(;

20 November 2007

2007-11-20T21:01:00.001+08:00

HEY MY DEAR TWIN,
please be okay! ily.

On the 17th, it was confirmation.
congrats paula, chloe and bryce and all those other peoples!

Ohh, on 18th, I went for Miss Ho's wedding.
yea she was quite pretty!
But before that we went to VIVO CITY at 2pm(;
with Eva, Sinying and Candice.
and then we met up with rab and aisyah(;
we had funn!

And then on 19th was snr's bbq. so we went too.
I LOVE THE ARCADEEEE.
except for the LIL KIDS WHO HOG THE MACHINE.
DURGGA, MY DAYTONA PARTNER!
let's go again someday!(;

I REALLY LOVE SKATING QUITE MUCH!
it's super duper fun!
GOOO SKATING CLUB!

13 October 2007

2007-11-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm depressed.

No matter what, now I'm still unhappy.
Yknw what? I don't love you no more.
I don't want to at least.

Why do I love you, don't even want to.
Why do I love you like I do, like I always do.
You should have told me, why did you have to be untrue.
Why do I love you like I do.

See you one day soon.

7 Nov 2007

2007-11-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

well today was a INTERESTING DAYY.
despite my throat infection and sore throat and blah,
it wasn't noticable at all(;
it was so fun! seriously. right, Paula Tay.
Woodlands is a nice placee.
Just that you can't get a dress.

I'm in love with myself.

I'm sad. Very.

I'm going back to Hong Kong soon. From the 19th Dec till 29th.
I do hope even A SOUL misses me!
But still, I won't mind spending the rest of my life there.

Just another day

10 Oct 2007

2007-10-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

exams are over already(;
after the physics on the 8th, we went out.
namely me, ziying and mayvin!

we walked to wisma from school,
walked through like a billionty places too,
then went to the japanese place and yea we ate alot
and we had cocktails!

And after that we went down to bugis to meet Mayvin's online seller.
then she got her black dress.
and then we walked around a whole lot,

bought this piece of chocolate. it was HUGE,

but my dad actually finished it yesterday.

and then bugis street!
SUPER RED PAUL FRANK WATCHES.
bling-ish red heart necklace(;
it's so happy-fying.

then we watched balls of fury. Ziying was so excited,
so she was like laughing super loud.
the movie ended then we went walking around again.
CELEBRATED ZIYING'S BIRTHDAY (belated since june)
and the cake was nice, celebrated in COLD STORAGE.

then a walk in haji lane, then i went home
cuz mayvin had to go to her office awhile.
i got lost in bugis junction though);
well, thanks to mayvin and ziying,
a new part of Singapore was opened to my eyes(;
MUCH LOVE(;

9 September 2007

2007-09-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

heh, well, it's been a million years since I've blogged.
I've been going out with mayvin and ziying alot lately(;
my two loves who's been there full-time(;
I just miss those days when everything went by quickly and painlessly.
I really wish I could just smile back at you alright?
but i just can't do it.
Honey, I need you so badly
where are you when I need you so much.

It's as though I got no LOVE in my life.

Hey hearts.

Anyhow, I've did lots over this period of time.
Camp's over, holidays over, exams coming.
That's the life I lead. HOHO.
Oh and I did go skating once with Kerlene.

The way I see it, I've got lots of people worth erasing from my memories,
especially you, you, you, and THREE-EIGHT.
I HATE YOU, ALL OF YOU AND YOU AND YOU. AND THREE-EIGHT.

19 August 2007

2007-08-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

well, i'm quite bored. so i'm so sad cuz wanxuan's so mean.

wan xuan said that only NOW does she knw i'm nice!

and then she's telling me to do this.

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tags back.

1. I've hula danced in front of Mr Wong kan seng
2. I was supposed to pull this hawaiian flower neklace thing on Sir, but it got stuck on my head.
3. Ever since I came to Singapore, I've been wanting to go back to hong kong.
4. I think guys are weird.
5. I like to watch shows that make me cry and cartoons are still cool.
6. I always watch tv before exams.
7. Maths is my favourite subject but i still can't do it well.
8. I think matthew is naggy.
9. I like to wear pyjamas!
10. I hate wearing skirts.

I tag: Yejing, paula, kim, yvonne, the rest i don't knw lah.

7 August 2007

2007-08-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

went out with mayvin and ziying after school today(;
tanglin macs brings back old times!
we totally "studied" and ranted.
and we superly complained about someone and somethings!
it had been SOOOOOO long since i've got to rant so much.
haha, i'm a happy kid again!
well we walked about awhile and then went home to study!
we spent like a millionty hours there(;

1 August 2007

2007-08-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

well, nowadays i've been REALLY REALLY busy i THINK.
On sunday we actually sang super long for vocation fair.
they said they could hear like in particular one mike.
oh wells, so One Way was super weirded out.
nevermind anyways. well, don't knw lah, went home like four plus five.
either how, i think my whole timetable is screwed.
monday after school got cca.
tuesday got so many mock tests.
wednesday got remedial and tuition.
thursday got cca again.
friday got skating course also.
oh well, so after that i've got not much time left.
yea, goodnight. got tuition soon.

edit;
well, crying at the Foyer is a stupid thing to do so yea!
thanks latha plus yuji plus elizabeth and karishma.
and theresa also(;

13 July 2007

2007-07-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

well, hello again three eight.
happy friday the thirteenth.
I still think you suck, but today's even worse.
I still hate you, bloody irritating fool.
You relish my sorrow, anger,
my full detest and hatred for you.
You seem to love my hateful glares, don't you?
well, be comforted to knw that
I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE.
go ahead, piss me off. one day, maybe just one day, I'd snap really hard.
And when I do snap, you'll see how much I hate you.
you're a loser. Go ahead and scorn at me.
You enjoy picking on me anyways.
So go on, I'LL BREAK YOU IF YOU DARE.

11 July 2007

2007-07-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hello three-eight.
I think I really hate you.
Besides being the unreasonable fool you are,
you are also the most irritating nuisance I can admit.
To me, you're just speaking rubbish like you always do to me.
Thanks for being a horrible person three-eight.

21 June 2007

2007-06-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

well, last night they thought i had dengue.
cuz i had fever and another 5 other symptoms of it.
so at 11 plus, they brought me to mt alvernia hospital.
well, i got those weird blood tests and all.
stayed there for 4 hours seeing doctor, medicines and all.
well it wasn't dengue.
it was a bad throat infection and a very strong bacterial infection.
uh huh. then i slept alot and alot.
well, i'm not gong to eat the medicines.
they're pills so yea, i don't want.
goodnight world(;

19 June 2007

2007-06-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

well, today went so many places that i'm too lazy to update.
either how, last part, was walking home
see the neighbourhood uncles,
then my dad stopped to have a chat.
uncle douglas asked me randomly
if i had a choice would i like to stay in hong kong or singapore.
well, that really set me thinking.
i think daddy and uncle douglas were shocked,
but i replied to go back to hong kong.
sure, i'm tied down to singapore,
but well, this place is a land of troubles much to me.
that's why i enjoyed pulau ubin.
it's peaceful, it was calm.
I felt so much more at ease. it was so much sweeter.
so what do i ought to feel?

18 June 2007

2007-06-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

well, last night dad brought me and my brother out for a walk in the funfair.

the place was really exciting quite some bit(;

there was this basketball game thingyy.

the hoop was tiny and the ball was like just fit into the hoop kind.

one win was alrdy this huge plush.

the plush bear was like that kind of $20 size kind.

there were even bears larger than me.

it was majorly cute and i like(;

they're so adorable, really(;

either how it was a nice walk(;

17 June 2007

2007-06-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

i just came back from church camp.
it was quite fun. short but fun.
lucky it was short i guess, cuz it was one day after OBS.
was quite tired actually but still tried my best to be enthu!
i think i was quite successful at it! lol.
was really feeling like i was going to melt.
so the amazing race leg 1,
it was around singapore!
first stop: Changi Airport
second stop: Newton circus
third stop: botanic gardens
fourth stop: coronation plaza
fifth stop: ang mo kio hub
then they went back to church
but i went home to get painkillers.
back to church, bathe and dinner.
then games and all those stuff.
the next morning woke up at 5.30 for 7 mass.
could have woken up at 6.30 actually!
anyhows, mass and then had amazing race leg 2 in church.
we had some games and lunch after that.
session and then games and prize presentation.
went home after that(;

well obs is over alrdy.
and in pain);
anyways, i love RAFFLES(;
my watchmates are like LOVES.
so in the watch there's:
Khahliesah, Ain, Teran,
Hui Ching, Fei Xin, Jesslyn,
Thrina, Nicole, Alcina,
Beatrice, Man Li, Chen Qin and me.
plus Aza our instructor(;

Day 1.
went to school early in the morning,
then coach to punggol jetty.
and then motorboat to pulau ubin camp 2.
first day did all those admin stuff.
and learn to belay, climb the pole also.
pitched tents also , bathe, cook and sleep.
the night was damn short.

Day 2.
woke up at 5.30 and yea.
tent striked down, bottles filled.
had reflection.
anyhows, we tri yaked for i think 5 km in 2 plus hours.
campsite was so awful!
it was muddy and disgusting.
so difficult to pitch tent cuz the ground was so packed tight.
well, there were so many stones and it was so bumpy.

Day 3.
woke at 5.30am again.
quite saddening really.
we had to trek for like 17 km i think!
we walked 8 hours! with heavy bags.
the bags were like more than 30kg like that
and we had to carry the heavy tents
and our bottles as well. it's so heavy!
and well, we were so tired and well, walked so long.
nicole and teran both weren't feeling well.
so we cut short the trek.
then we camped at a beach.
a pebble ground beach.

Day 4.
From the beach, we rowed the boats to camp 1.
we went a round around the island to camp 1!
camp 1 was actually very very near
but we paddled so far till so much.
our boat really paddled hard,
we weren't slacking,
but we were almost always the last boat.
i bet it was cuz we were all damn tired
and we had VERY VERY little change of shifts.
it was so painful, all the blisters.
and well, i injured my right wrist.
the boat was hit by this huge wave in fast current.
the oar handle hit my wrist so yea.
i'm currently left handed.
well, it was so painful!
and then i started crying.
when i was getting off the boat,
the were trying to supprt me by holding my right wrist
so it was damn damn painful!
and i was going to hide it lahhh.
i stood at the side while they were pulling boats up.
then erm, aza knew cuz he was holding the boat when i was getting off.
then this other instructor figured out,
probably cuz i was crying and clutching my hand in pain ;/
he was like pressing my hand and all those weird stuffs.
then he went to do the boats stuff again and told me to sit down.
then my twin also found me.
then they were sort of crowding around me abit
so this other instructor approached.
he was so painful. he pressed the hand.
i wanted to scream lorh);
anyhows, i was brave and just bit my lips really hard.
well, they made me go to this medical centre,
but well, i didn't want to.
still had to go though and get my hand looked at.
the nurse thought it was a fracture. so scary!
well, RICE, ointment and bandaged.
lucky she was really gentle(;
anyhow, dinner was good.
it was good cuz:
1. it was cooked for us
2. it tasted much better than noodles and cans.
3. GOT COLD DRINK!
after dinner we trekked back to camp 2. night walk! no torch!
the bags were much lighter cuz we got rid of all the food.
i still felt like i was on the sea lah! floaty floaty!
pitched tents at night, bathe and all those stuff,
then had the reflection things again.
slept so well last night!
probably cuz we were all so tired!

Day 5.
"tent striked down, breakfast taken",
most oftenly used quote?
either how, we went to pack the store.
pack finish then go and "shop"
for those OBS shirts.
it was raining damn heavily so we played hello sally(;
i was like three dots or two dots, i forgot.
i'm a loser! haha!
then later on go hall do all those surveys
and evaluation forms all those.
then we went back to mainland, go back to school and then home.
so now i'm tired.

From the first day on OBS,
i wanted to go home so badly.
but well, just before leaving the campsite,
i felt this slight attachment to camp.
there was this feeling at though i just wanted to stay with my watch.
well, but it feels good to be at home now.
and i think i'm allergic to the mosquito repellent?
haha, so funny. i'm sleepy.
GOODNIGHT WORLD.
well i'm back from obs(;
and in pain);

anyways, i love RAFFLES(;
my watchmates are like LOVES.
so in the watch there's:
Khahliesah, Ain, Teran,
Hui Ching, Fei Xin, Jesslyn,
Thrina, Nicole, Alcina,
Beatrice, Man Li, Chen Qin and me.
plus Aza our instructor(;

Day 1.
went to school early in the morning,
then coach to punggol jetty.
and then motorboat to pulau ubin camp 2.
first day did all those admin stuff.
and learn to belay, climb the pole also.
pitched tents also , bathe, cook and sleep.
the night was damn short.

Day 2.
woke up at 5.30 and yea.
tent striked down, bottles filled.
had reflection.
anyhows, we tri yaked for i think 5 km in 2 plus hours.
campsite was so awful!
it was muddy and disgusting.
so difficult to pitch tent cuz the ground was so packed tight.
well, there were so many stones and it was so bumpy.

Day 3.
woke at 5.30am again.
quite saddening really.
we had to trek for like 17 km i think!
we walked 8 hours! with heavy bags.
the bags were like more than 30kg like that
and we had to carry the heavy tents
and our bottles as well. it's so heavy!
and well, we were so tired and well, walked so long.
nicole and teran both weren't feeling well.
so we cut short the trek.
then we camped at a beach.
a pebble ground beach.

Day 4.
From the beach, we rowed the boats to camp 1.
we went a round around the island to camp 1!
camp 1 was actually very very near
but we paddled so far till so much.
our boat really paddled hard,
we weren't slacking,
but we were almost always the last boat.
i bet it was cuz we were all damn tired
and we had VERY VERY little change of shifts.
it was so painful, all the blisters.
and well, i injured my right wrist.
the boat was hit by this huge wave in fast current.
the oar handle hit my wrist so yea.
i'm currently left handed.
well, it was so painful!
and then i started crying.
when i was getting off the boat,
the were trying to supprt me by holding my right wrist
so it was damn damn painful!
and i was going to hide it lahhh.
i stood at the side while they were pulling boats up.
then erm, aza knew cuz he was holding the boat when i was getting off.
then this other instructor figured out,
probably cuz i was crying and clutching my hand in pain ;/
he was like pressing my hand and all those weird stuffs.
then he went to do the boats stuff again and told me to sit down.
then my twin also found me.
then they were sort of crowding around me abit
so this other instructor approached.
he was so painful. he pressed the hand.
i wanted to scream lorh);
anyhows, i was brave and just bit my lips really hard.
well, they made me go to this medical centre,
but well, i didn't want to.
still had to go though and get my hand looked at.
the nurse thought it was a fracture. so scary!
well, RICE, ointment and bandaged.
lucky she was really gentle(;
anyhow, dinner was good.
it was good cuz:
1. it was cooked for us
2. it tasted much better than noodles and cans.
3. GOT COLD DRINK!
after dinner we trekked back to camp 2. night walk! no torch!
the bags were much lighter cuz we got rid of all the food.
i still felt like i was on the sea lah! floaty floaty!
pitched tents at night, bathe and all those stuff,
then had the reflection things again.
slept so well last night!
probably cuz we were all so tired!

Day 5.
"tent striked down, breakfast taken",
most oftenly used quote?
either how, we went to pack the store.
pack finish then go and "shop"
for those OBS shirts.
it was raining damn heavily so we played hello sally(;
i was like three dots or two dots, i forgot.
i'm a loser! haha!
then later on go hall do all those surveys
and evaluation forms all those.
then we went back to mainland, go back to school and then home.
so now i'm tired.

From the first day on OBS,
i wanted to go home so badly.
but well, just before leaving the campsite,
i felt this slight attachment to camp.
there was this feeling at though i just wanted to stay with my watch.
well, but it feels good to be at home now.
and i think i'm allergic to the mosquito repellent?
haha, so funny. i'm sleepy.
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

10 June 2007

2007-06-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

OBS tmr); quite dead.
i'm scared, very scared.
today i spent my day in junction 8 with kerlene and gail.
haha, very long never go out with gail alrdy
and well, we met in a train so it's very coincidental.
it was cool.
i'm sleepy. if i'm still alive after obs, i'll blog.

9 June 2007

2007-06-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

just now was youth cafe.
i had IMMENSE STAGE FRIGHT
cuz i can't sing for nuts nor dimes nor even to save my life?!
and i was treating the mike as a playtoy.
i was standing there next to angelina
who is a freaking singing pro.
and i looked like some idiot who didn't knw why she was there.
i was so afraid, with the
i'm-going-to-die-any-minute-now face!
and i bet no one could hear me.
gosh, i'm so embarrassed!
anyhows, i was probably going to run off stage alrdy.
and well, it was heartwarming to hear Father clapping there for every song(;
okay, anyhows when FINALLY, got off the stage,
i went off to the drinks there and drink and drink and drink!
and Ian is my waiter who makes me self service(;
my dear brother mann. haha,
after everything, packed up the stuff and left church.
then Ian sent me home, i snet him to the mrt station
and then i went home myself.
and there was this freaky guy walking behind all that while,
like some stalker or whatever lahhh!
i was so scared cuz his face was damn meann!
haha, anyhows, my dad came home soon enough so i could go in.
anyhow the songs are all stuck in my head now like a never-ending juke box.
play play play and now i'm not sleepy no more(;
GOODNIGHT WORLD while i attempt to sleep.

7 June 2007

2007-06-07T00:39:00.000+08:00

well, it's been long since the holidays started,
and i've hardly accomplished any work!

anyhows, yesterday was interview and class bbq.
it was really fun and really hot/cold.
bbq was amazingly hot.
we were cooking and cooking.
and the grill was like a frying pan!
we were like "frying" chicken chop.
and Mr M has a girlfriend. (that was surprising)
so now i knw teachers have lives too,
beyond the face of an educator.
well, after grilling and eating and grilling,
we went swimming.
sauna-ing was nice, real nice.
it was the cold and hot pools!
and the security guard was real nice,
we were all swimming at 8 plus after dark
and he didn't come scolding and chasing us out.
we had tons of fun and all,
and marshmallows affect my speech!
bbq-ed corn is damn nice as well.
and baked potatoes are nothing without stuff to put on it.
it's interesting how classmates dress.
and many peoples were thrown down the pool!

oh, and the day before,
i went on my FIRST TRIP TO VIVO!
watched SHREK 3 with
rab, eva, aisyah[sp] and isabel[sp]
and i can't spell names very well!
anyway, VIVO CITY IS SHINY!
i mean like, the floor's all shiny,
and the signboards are shiny,
and the stuff inside's all shiny too!
it's really cool and SHINY.
they thought i missed cuiting alot. haha.
i bought a shirt too!
long sleeves and it's WHITE and PINK.
and the words on it hardly make any sense but, OH WELL!
i didn't knw it was I.P zone.
i always thought the shop name was L.P zone or sth.
so they were thinking that i was stupid/weird.
and they think i'm a kid!
was quite shocked anyhows.
they all dress so grown up and "their age",
while i was more of kid kind!
so i was told to act my age.

therefore, i must talk like this:
like, i was telling her like, totally?
she did not do that! like she totally did?
like what? she like, totally did that?
totally!

yea, so that's how i should speak.
anyhow, it was loads of fun, and it was gv max.
and well, i'm a BIT saddistic.
just a TEENY WEENY bit.
throughout the frog king's death,
i was LAUGHING AND LAUGHING.
yea, so because i was LAUGHING AND LAUGHING,
i bet they felt i was inexplicably evil!
but how could i help it!
it was so funny! it was like, he died and came back to life,
then he dies again and then a fly comes out of his mouth,
and then he eats it again! then he dies again!
it was all so entertaining!
and rabiatul's nice to lean on in cinemas.

saddistic little bunnies(;
okay that was quite random.
right on, goodnight world!(;

27 May 2007

2007-05-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was joel's birthday.

happy birthday joel(;

well, today is Pentecost Sunday,

happy feast day(;

anyhows, i don't like dizziness.

i've realised that last night!

haha, yesterday

me, kerlene, shaun, marcus and joel

spent the evening in the cathecist room

watching shows, it was fun i guess.

heh, the room's really cosy!

well, being alone at home is really weird.

i'm like still falling over myself so yea, haha.

oh goshness, so much homework!

i wonder why teachers set so much work.

it's like, what's a holiday with that enormous pile of homework?

that's it,i'll sleep today, start tmr!

19 May 2007

2007-05-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

thankyou EVERYBODY who made it such a good day!

Today had combined training with st margs!
heh, it was INTERESTING.
and then after it i cabbed down with ee suan to thompson plaza.
we ate KFC for lunch!
and then i went to church for the ministry fair.
after that i slacked ard legion room.
and i slept, alot. went to thompson plaza again after that.
but then my dad told me to go home so i went home,
to find there weren't people at home.
yea, and then i threw up, slept for an hour,
watched tv and yea, dragged myself ard the house.
okay, and now i still feel sick but yea, oh wells.

combined training! should elaborate!
okay, went there really early with yejing!
YEJING HAS NO VOICE< GET WELL SOON(;
oh, after fall in was introduction and all.
and there were bonding games.
then footdrill in the parade ground.
then had quakedrill.
i was a DRUNK AND MENTALLY UNSTABLE person.
so i was screaming and falling everywhere
and kajiaoing other casualties.
okay, and then we had circuit training(games) after that.
I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY.
and after that was debrief.
alot of stuff lah, so yea.
then yea, anything anything.
oh and i've realised Kevin and Andrews are very fun to play with.
those two brothers horh, equally childish so it was interesting.
throwing double sided tape and bottles at each other!
it was majorly entertaining!(;

okay, this sucks, i feel sick.
i'm going to sleep.
goodnight happy world!

17 May 2007

2007-05-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

i am freaking pissed with myself.
so pissed that tmr i'm going to buy charcoal.
i'm gonna lock myself in my room,
on the aircon and burn charcoal.
and then i'll barbeque marshmallows.
then i'll stamp on them!
yes, i'm really really pissed.

english: 50.5/100, C6. yes i almost failed.
chinese: 64.6/100, B3/4. it's dangling in between.
emaths: 69/100, B3. freaking one mark to A2.
amaths: 42/80, C6. THIS IS THE ONLY THING I'M HAPPY WITH.
physics: 46/100, D7. freak.
chemistry: 30.5/100, F9. KILL ME.
core geog: 32/100, F9. i got the same thing in common test. no, don't tell me "at least you're consistent", i'll scream and cry!
social studies: 19/50, F9.
elec. history: 26/50, C6.
combined humans: 45/100, D7. oh just shoot me.

what am i most disappointed with?
let me, guess. well, obviously chemistry?
common test i put in 1% effort.
i didn't study. and i passed. it wasn't that bad.
for mid years, i dare say i put in at least 90% effort.
i hand copied notes from the freaking slides and textbook,
i studied the workbook and pracbook,
i did my ten year series.
i freaking read my notes over and over, through and through,
studied damnit hard and what did i get in return?
A FREAKIN F9.
blame me for being stupid,
to studying like shit for a freaking exam.
i gave up my heck care attitude,
picked up my books and mugged,
and i failed, failed horribly.
thanks alot, alot.

well, thanks the many many peoples who were comforting me,
i knw it's not worth it to cry.
i practically cried for the whole time we were in the hall,
which was close to 2hours.
well, thanks peoples, i'm grateful for it, really(;

15 May 2007

2007-05-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

ermm, i've got nth much to say.
well, thursday getting back results.
if i fail english, i'd cry.
if i fail chinese, i'll be ashamed of myself.
if i fail e maths, i'll be depressed.
if i fail chemistry, that won't be too bad since many people failed.
if i fail physics, my tuition has all gone to waste.
if i fail geography, it's quite expected.
if i fail social studies, i deserve it.
if i fail history, it's not surprise.
if i PASS a maths, I'll really cry and cry and cry!
so if anyone would please call me to comfort me on thursday, i'll really appreciate it!

10 May 2007

2007-05-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

exams were over yesterday.
so yesterday had squad gathering at my house and everything.
had fun too(; quite entertaining.
anyhows, today had post exam activities.
the house games thing. then the wipe out.
i swear i didn't feel the ball but yea, okay.
well, after that had recess i guess.
and photo taking.
then we had that short meetup with mr tay.
i think he's really nice and sweet(;
quite sad he's leaving i guess.
anyhows, briefing stuffs and blah till 2.15
took bus home and all.
then i didn't bring key lahh.
so i was pretty much stuck out
but then i went to kerlene's house instead.
haha, and i've learnt to do various houseworks!
like changing sheets, pillow cases and bolsters(;
and then i taught kerlene how to burn soup!
okay, so we burnt soup in the kitchen.
claps! then tried cleaning up.
then her mom came home and was very scoldy!
haha, but she's so cute, the mother.
and the dog was squirming.
kerlene's dog is the ONLY dog i'm not afraid of!
probably cuz it looks like some "cute" distorted cat.
technically, all chihuahuas look like that.
oh, and then i went home after her aunt came home.
and well, i'm going to try to sleep alot these few days.
last night i ponned a maths tuition.
i went for physics, didn't feel very well
so i did the paper and slept.
and i slept for most of tuition.
and physics is more expensive than amaths so yea.
i went home and slept at 8 plus. like a pig(;

3 May 2007

2007-05-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

[x] You like to eat chicken feet.
[ ] You sing karaoke.
[x] You've worn glasses ever since youwere in fifth grade.
[x] You'll haggle over something that is not negotiable.
[ ] You are a math genius.
Total: 3
[x] You take showers at night
[x] You avoid the non-free snacks in hotel rooms.
[x] You say "aiyah!" and "wah!"frequently.
[x] You save grocery bags.
[x] You twirl your pen around your fingers.
Total: 5
[x] You have been taught that wasting food is a sin.
[ ] Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[x] You beat eggs with chopsticks.
[x] You like congee with thousand-year-old eggs.
[x] You have eaten moon cakes.
Total: 4
[ ] If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask you if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.
[x] You email/msn your Chinese friends, even though you're only 10feet apart.
[x] You can read traditional chinese
[ ] Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin before they are thrown away.
[x]You know what pearl milk teas are.
Total: 3
[ ] You bring fruit with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.
[ ] You have acquired a taste for bitter melon.
[x] You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[x] Your parents argue withother adults over the dinner bill.
[x] You love to use coupons.
Total: 3
I am 72% chinese

28 April 2007

2007-04-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

And then she was gone

She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

I like this poem alot.
it's this poem from as told by ginger.
it's really simple english but yet its meaning's so deep.

Candles

That world seemed dark in light,
the candles flickered near.
The sun fell short of beams of rays;
as the moon left this sphere.

Her heart fell ten feet off
with her spirit clinging on.
It broke into those bits and pieces
while hope seemed to wander off.

Nothing offered solace
For that discontented soul.
The years passed through day and night
but no longer she could hold.

That night she left her hopes behind,
as the break of dawn drew close.
Unwilling for any further more,
the fire doused out,
just like that,
with void filling through, coursed all.

and a poem which i didn't get from the internet.

26 April 2007

2007-04-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

I wanna thank many people today!

just to cheer myself up.

Thanks ZIYING LYE for always going out with me

and putting up with my nonsense

and your cookie! it was damn niceee!(;

Thanks MAYVIN LOO

for being a mature thing to give me advice,

and for the trips to the far eastern side of singapore,

even though we never have to stamina to climb mountain!(;

Thanks YEJING MAO

for waking me up every morning

and for the many many trips home after rc

and for the hugs when i'm down(;

Thanks KERLENE TAN

for rushing down to church that time,

for the comfort and singing sessions!

and for making church time not lonely

and for studying with me(;

Thanks PAULA TAY

for being my first friend in church

and for understanding my stupidest choices too(;

Thanks YING HUI

for being friend friend and lamity,

esp in retreat!(;

Thanks YVONNE

for brightening me up during retreat

and for going for walks with me in church!(;

Thanks VICTORIA

for that big hug during confirmation(;

Thanks MEI YIN for packing partnering

and weekday mass and all!(;

Thanks JOEL KOH for the many tuitions,

and the small talks,

and the tuition today!(;

Thanks SHAUN QUEK for teaching me what's emo,
for the advice,
and for not blaming me for being a lightbulb!(;

Thanks JIAHUI CHOW

for picnic club! remember the days okay!(;

Thanks EVA ATIQA CHU

for accompany me home on MOST days,

for standing with my weirdness

and the pats on the head when i cry(;

Thanks NANTHINI VIJAYAKUMAR

for being my partner and

relieving stress together with our senseless laughing(;

Thanks NANTHIYNI S.

for being my twin with multiple parents!(;

Thanks KIM SANKAR

for waking me up that day and

for short lessons in foreign languages

and for introducing Lolita to me!(;

Thanks BENAZIR

for chemistry crash course!

and for explaining so mnay subjects to me!(;

Thanks LATHA

for being so nutty with me and everythings!

and for liking purple(;

all in all, thanks a millionty to a millionty more peoples.

26 April 2007

2007-04-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

I wanna thank many people today!

just to cheer myself up.

Thanks ZIYING LYE for always going out with me

and putting up with my nonsense

and your cookie! it was damn niceee!(;

Thanks MAYVIN LOO

for being a mature thing to give me advice,

and for the trips to the far eastern side of singapore,

even though we never have to stamina to climb mountain!(;

Thanks YEJING MAO

for waking me up every morning

and for the many many trips home after rc

and for the hugs when i'm down(;

Thanks KERLENE TAN

for rushing down to church that time,

for the comfort and singing sessions!

and for making church time not lonely

and for studying with me(;

Thanks PAULA TAY

for being my first friend in church

and for understanding my stupidest choices too(;

Thanks YING HUI

for being friend friend and lamity,

esp in retreat!(;

Thanks YVONNE

for brightening me up during retreat

and for going for walks with me in church!(;

Thanks VICTORIA

for that big hug during confirmation(;

Thanks MEI YIN for packing partnering

and weekday mass and all!(;

Thanks JOEL KOH for the many tuitions,

and the small talks,

and the tuition today!(;

Thanks SHAUN QUEK for teaching me what's emo,
for the advice,
and for not blaming me for being a lightbulb!(;

Thanks JIAHUI CHOW

for picnic club! remember the days okay!(;

Thanks EVA ATIQA CHU

for accompany me home on MOST days,

for standing with my weirdness

and the pats on the head when i cry(;

Thanks NANTHINI VIJAYAKUMAR

for being my partner and

relieving stress together with our senseless laughing(;

Thanks NANTHIYNI S.

for being my twin with multiple parents!(;

Thanks KIM SANKAR

for waking me up that day and

for short lessons in foreign languages

and for introducing Lolita to me!(;

Thanks BENAZIR

for chemistry crash course!

and for explaining so mnay subjects to me!(;

Thanks LATHA

for being so nutty with me and everythings!

and for liking purple(;

all in all, thanks a millionty to a millionty more peoples.

26 April 2007

2007-04-26T21:28:00.001+08:00

I wanna thank many people today!

just to cheer myself up.

Thanks ZIYING LYE for always going out with me

and putting up with my nonsense

and your cookie! it was damn niceee!(;

Thanks MAYVIN LOO

for being a mature thing to give me advice,

and for the trips to the far eastern side of singapore,

even though we never have to stamina to climb mountain!(;

Thanks YEJING MAO

for waking me up every morning

and for the many many trips home after rc

and for the hugs when i'm down(;

Thanks KERLENE TAN

for rushing down to church that time,

for the comfort and singing sessions!

and for making church time not lonely

and for studying with me(;

Thanks PAULA TAY

for being my first friend in church

and for understanding my stupidest choices too(;

Thanks YING HUI

for being friend friend and lamity,

esp in retreat!(;

Thanks YVONNE

for brightening me up during retreat

and for going for walks with me in church!(;

Thanks VICTORIA

for that big hug during confirmation(;

Thanks MEI YIN for packing partnering

and weekday mass and all!(;

Thanks JOEL KOH for the many tuitions,

and the small talks,

and the tuition today!(;

Thanks SHAUN QUEK for teaching me what's emo,
for the advice,
and for not blaming me for being a lightbulb!(;

Thanks JIAHUI CHOW

for picnic club! remember the days okay!(;

Thanks EVA ATIQA CHU

for accompany me home on MOST days,

for standing with my weirdness

and the pats on the head when i cry(;

Thanks NANTHINI VIJAYAKUMAR

for being my partner and

relieving stress together with our senseless laughing(;

Thanks NANTHIYNI S.

for being my twin with multiple parents!(;

Thanks KIM SANKAR

for waking me up that day and

for short lessons in foreign languages

and for introducing Lolita to me!(;

Thanks BENAZIR

for chemistry crash course!

and for explaining so mnay subjects to me!(;

Thanks LATHA

for being so nutty with me and everythings!

and for liking purple(;

all in all, thanks a millionty to a millionty more peoples.

26 April 2007

2007-04-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

I wanna thank many people today!

just to cheer myself up.

Thanks ZIYING LYE for always going out with me

and putting up with my nonsense

and your cookie! it was damn niceee!(;

Thanks MAYVIN LOO

for being a mature thing to give me advice,

and for the trips to the far eastern side of singapore,

even though we never have to stamina to climb mountain!(;

Thanks YEJING MAO

for waking me up every morning

and for the many many trips home after rc

and for the hugs when i'm down(;

Thanks KERLENE TAN

for rushing down to church that time,

for the comfort and singing sessions!

and for making church time not lonely

and for studying with me(;

Thanks PAULA TAY

for being my first friend in church

and for understanding my stupidest choices too(;

Thanks YING HUI

for being friend friend and lamity,

esp in retreat!(;

Thanks YVONNE

for brightening me up during retreat

and for going for walks with me in church!(;

Thanks VICTORIA

for that big hug during confirmation(;

Thanks MEI YIN for packing partnering

and weekday mass and all!(;

Thanks JOEL KOH for the many tuitions,

and the small talks,

and the tuition today!(;

Thanks SHAUN QUEK for teaching me what's emo,
for the advice,
and for not blaming me for being a lightbulb!(;

Thanks JIAHUI CHOW

for picnic club! remember the days okay!(;

Thanks EVA ATIQA CHU

for accompany me home on MOST days,

for standing with my weirdness

and the pats on the head when i cry(;

Thanks NANTHINI VIJAYAKUMAR

for being my partner and

relieving stress together with our senseless laughing(;

Thanks NANTHIYNI S.

for being my twin with multiple parents!(;

Thanks KIM SANKAR

for waking me up that day and

for short lessons in foreign languages

and for introducing Lolita to me!(;

Thanks BENAZIR

for chemistry crash course!

and for explaining so mnay subjects to me!(;

Thanks LATHA

for being so nutty with me and everythings!

and for liking purple(;

all in all, thanks a millionty to a millionty more peoples.

25 April 2007

2007-04-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'm stressed up well enough already so stop it. really, take it that i'm begging you. I'll get on my knees and beg you, please. I've had one hell of a day at school; then five hours of continuous tuition; and then some smses that set my mood on extreme low.

I really need someone to whine to but yea, where am I supposed to go in a time like this?

It's really though standing on the verge of this bottomless cliff. Comfort in walking on the edge of the highway.

Really, can't take it no more.

Tried crying, tried reflecting. Yes, it's all my fault alright? It's my fault that I don't find any form of consolation in you; It's my fault I can't seem to talk to you no more; It's my fault I'm starting to find it horrible nonsensical. All in all, it's my fault. I don't want anything anymore, and I'm desperate to put it all down. I don't want to live in this misery anymore.

I'm letting go.

23 April 2007

2007-04-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

My life's been revolving around the emptiness of the world and lately, it's just though the world's crashing down big time, and I really can't take it anymore. screw, it's just me to create a mess out of my life, isn't it. The abnormalities and all, and I'm not even fifteen yet. I'm supposed to be in a single parent family and all and I see both parents too. But just why is it I'm invisible in their eyes? Or rather the one who does chores and runs errands. Ever since young my life's been this messed, and now I'm really breaking apart. After so many years, so many stuff, I really feel I can't get through this no more. I really want to die now. Can't do anything right anyways, better off gone and all. At least everyone'll be happier and everything so. It's all been a cruel facade, there's really no solace for my soul in this world I guess. Or am I plain difficult to please. I've not felt this lost before, the feeling of not belonging anywhere at all. And I'm more than aware the pain I've caused some people, I apologise. Really, your lives will be more joyous without my constant discontent. My tears won't fall no more. My soul's reluctance. I'll just leave it as that.

19 April 2007

2007-04-19T20:44:00.001+08:00

well, yesterday was my first tuition!

it was so interesting. lol!

me and ziying went out together yesterday,

after school. haha, so fun!

first took bus and go her house.

then she gave me a cute little notebook(;

after that we went to junction 8,

ate mos burger! haha.

it was nice nice, reunion!

and we talked alot yesterday!

caught up with each other

after so long of not talking to each other!

okay after that we walked around abit,

and she promised to do cross stitch for me(;

and we bought the same pencilbox!

PRICE WILL NOT BE STATED HERE! lol!

anyhows, after that she sent me home,

to change and pack up

and then she sent me to tuition!

haha, so sweet!

my first tuition and had the encouragement of ziying(;

okay, that was physics tuition.

then it was from 6.15 till 7.45,

and then had to rush down for A maths,

which was FAR AWAY!

haha, okay not that far! lol.

and then i managed to rush down

nice nice on time(;

and then lesson till 10.15 like that.

then i went home after that lorh.

but like so tiring eh!

It's 4 hours of tuition, really taxing.

after i reached home was like so dead alrdy!

cuz of the long tuitioning hours lorh!

but it's interesting.

I AM ANTISOCIAL. i don't even knw one person!

but i think a maths very interesting people.

got 2 guys, 2 girls and then i'm there being extra.

it's like everyone one table.

then now revision time so give paper to do.

then the teacher walk ard to help us.

and then this guy i think is darren?

he's very *musically inclined*

he cannot live without banging the pen on the table to a rythm?

lol, so it's really funny.

and physics class got a lot of people!

Seems as joy doesn't it. but it hasn't been all that sweet. it's been so tiring, all that stress and fear. It's been so long since I've really been able to relax. I've never tried it so difficult before. Everyday it's so monotonous now. I don't want anything anymore, I give up, I give in.

19 April 2007

2007-04-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

well, yesterday was my first tuition!

it was so interesting. lol!

me and ziying went out together yesterday,

after school. haha, so fun!

first took bus and go her house.

then she gave me a cute little notebook(;

after that we went to junction 8,

ate mos burger! haha.

it was nice nice, reunion!

and we talked alot yesterday!

caught up with each other

after so long of not talking to each other!

okay after that we walked around abit,

and she promised to do cross stitch for me(;

and we bought the same pencilbox!

PRICE WILL NOT BE STATED HERE! lol!

anyhows, after that she sent me home,

to change and pack up

and then she sent me to tuition!

haha, so sweet!

my first tuition and had the encouragement of ziying(;

okay, that was physics tuition.

then it was from 6.15 till 7.45,

and then had to rush down for A maths,

which was FAR AWAY!

haha, okay not that far! lol.

and then i managed to rush down

nice nice on time(;

and then lesson till 10.15 like that.

then i went home after that lorh.

but like so tiring eh!

It's 4 hours of tuition, really taxing.

after i reached home was like so dead alrdy!

cuz of the long tuitioning hours lorh!

but it's interesting.

I AM ANTISOCIAL. i don't even knw one person!

but i think a maths very interesting people.

got 2 guys, 2 girls and then i'm there being extra.

it's like everyone one table.

then now revision time so give paper to do.

then the teacher walk ard to help us.

and then this guy i think is darren?

he's very *musically inclined*

he cannot live without banging the pen on the table to a rythm?

lol, so it's really funny.

and physics class got a lot of people!

18 April 2007

2007-04-18T09:38:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure anymore.

It's really really difficult

and I'm not quite handling this well.

I'm messing up really bad,

I know I am, cuz I really can't do it.

Just forget it, I mean it.

14 April 2007

2007-04-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS SQUADMATES for accreds(;
CONGRATS SEC TWOS for accreds(;

congrats SUBHA aka lolthing,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER AND EVAC SILVER(;
congrats HASLINDA aka daddy,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER(;
congrats XINER the garden leader,

FOR FOOTDRILL SLIVER AND EVAC SILER(;
congrats RUITING the dao queen,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER (prolly highest!) AND EVAC SILVER(;
congrats NANTHINI my partner,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER AND EVAC SILVER(;
congrats SHAHILAH aka stupid,

FOR EVAC SILVER (and highest!)(;
congrats HASINAH aka ah pek,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER AND EVAC SILVER(;
congrats SANKARI my part time "tutor",

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER(;
congrats DURGGA my one of evac partners,

FOR FOOTDRILL SILVER AND EVAC SILVER(;
congrats HAZEL the pig,

FOR EVAC SILVER(;
congrats YEJING aka FUR,

FOR EVAC BRONZE(;
CONGRATS EE SUAN the encourager,

CUZ YOU LOVE US(;
oh and congrats me(;

and all passes are GOOD(; CLAPS-
it's a COOL day(; COLORUFUL!

and thankyou NCOs(;

P.S. all smileys are normal sized cuz huge ones not cute(;

btw, my voice has reached it's all-time lowest(;

11 April 2007

2007-04-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

PICTURES(;

me and godma(;

me and paulaaa(;

mommy and me(;

levinaa(;

me and kristina(;

8 April 2007

2007-04-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

CONFIRMATIONNNNN!

yesterday i got confirmed!(;

CONGRATS to the newly baptised!

CONGRATS to the first-communion peoples! (and me)

CONGRATS to the confirmed peoples! (and me)

haha! oh yayyy!

and i'm like super duper touched!
cuz my brother ATTENDED MASS FOR ME!
it's like really sweet and satisfying!

but i'm not gonna stop there!

i'll drag him to more masses(;

my dear NS-ing brother! <33

GOODNIGHT WORLD!

1 April 2007

2007-04-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM(;

oh oh, i'm so so sorry if anyone got the virus!

i'm really really sorry!

cuz i didn't knw it was a virus when i accepted the file

then the virus just started sending

to people on my friends list.

then i couldn't stop the thing

so i unplugged all the batteries

so the tablet sort of just offed.

but then i scared people get the virus!

then it's like so shit like how!

yea, anyhow anyhow.

i'm really sorry if you got it!

and well, i'm EXCITED

cuz i'm getting confirmed in like 6 days timeeee!

the excitement is really undescribable!

joy, nervousness, fear and all sorts of feelings,

all jumbled up and like oh gosh!

it's so exciting!

and i bought a dress and heels alrdy!

but then the dress is damn weird.

i think i may go buy another one!

if i can find the time to that is.

cuz i don't want to wear until so weird,

cuz like in front of the whole congregation.

then if it 's that horrible then is so paiseh!

haha. oh and i'm considering

whether or not to wear makeup.

cuz personally, i think makeup is weird!

and so uncomfortable lah.

oh gosh, and it looks odd on me too!

today me and mommy went junction 8

to buy heels for the dress.

since she thinks mine are not fitting to the dress

[actually she feels the dress is horrible]

anyways, so buy heels.

the heels are damn cuteeeee! okay nvm(;

anyways, went past the makeup counter,

then mom was damn interested in it.

before that, mom alrdy told me wear dress need makeup

then i was so reluctant and what shit.

but then, mom asked the saleslady to like

teach me how to wear makeup?!

as in mascara and eyeshadow sort of thing?

like eww); cuz it's so weird!

and mascara is hard to put on!

the eyeshadow thing was GREEN.

and well, i looked basically, uglyyy.

it was waterproof somemore

so wash alrdy like only half was goneee.

[the cosmetics quality quite good huh.]

anyhows, kept meeting chadwyn.

haha, so funny. but so paiseh!

cuz like i had GREEN and BROWN cosmetics?

gahh, almost got lipsticked);

okay, anyhows, i'm damn tired, going to sleep.

GOODNIGHT WORLD);

24 March 2007

2007-03-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS the HOT lil DANCERS!

super ELATED and ECSTATIC smileys! ;DDD

okay, and today i went to talenttime and screamed alot(;

it was a funny day. and a long one.

and i'm running short of timeeee!

i'm going to DIEEEEE.

i'm gonna get killed soon!

because i didn't do the homework! haha!

5 March 2007

2007-03-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday xinerrr!<33!

lol. okayy these few days, quite exciting?

fine, VERY exciting! lol.

it's cool lorhhh! haha.

yesterday was sunday,

sunday is good! lol.

today i stupid stupid,

go to school FORGET to bring HANDPHONE!

oh mann, felt so ridiculously empty!

but well, on the bright side,

MY FIRST A1!

on the dark dark side,

I FAILED ENGLISH.

MY COMMON TEST RESULTS!

sad smileys are failed subs

English; 10/25!); omg i'm so sad!

Chinese; 25/40(; hey, at least i passed!

Chemistry; 30/50(; OH YAY! i'm happy!

Physics; 15/25(;

A maths; 19/40)); shit man, down for amaths remedial

E maths; 31/40!!((; A1! MY HAPPINESS IS EXTREME!

History; 13/25(; okay, i passed! cool right! lol.

Social Studies; haven't got back. but sure i failed!

Geog; also haven't got but it's like failll!

ohh, why do i have 9 subjects?

yea horh! combined history and SS.

lol. okayy, coolio!(;

2 March 2007

2007-03-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

this survey must have a valid answer.
answers like dunno or not sure are not allowed.
Answers must be honest.
READY? Let's go!
#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?
nopee.

#02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
do don't do also doesn't matter!

03. What is the maximum age gap you
and your guy should have?
ermm. 3 years i guess.

#04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
YES. i'll mind it alot.

#05. Must he get good grades?
nahh. grades aren't everything in the world!

#06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
ermmm, childish/mature guy!

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?
nope!

#08. Would you allow your guy to join gang?
nooo. of course not.

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
noo, what good does perfect eyesight have?

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?
nahhh, firstly, no on'e sperfect. secondly, they'll be snobby.

#11. Will you be furious OR worried if
your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
worried.

#12. Must he be taller than you?
yea, and that's so easy!

#13. What is the first thing that
attracted you to him?
he really has to be niceeeee.

#14. Does how much he loves you matter
or as long as you love him is enough?
how much he loves me matters, ALOT!

#15. Would you allow your guy to show
tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
I guess not cuz that's like so rude, then he won't be nice alrdy.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
he'd better not love her back.

#17. Which of his character or looks
will make you leave him?
if he gets all meaniee or likes another girl!

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
nope. cuz if that's the case, i'll never get married!

#19. After marriage, must you be together
or follow him back to his country?
i think it's too young to decideeee.(;

#20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
i'll let him decide what to do.

#21. What is the most important thing
you seek in your guy?
he should be really sweet and attentive!

#22. Would you rather your guy be a
studious or bad boy kind?
studious.

#23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
he'd better not like her back!

#24. which 5 ppl would you like
to do this survey?
mayvin, yejing, lye lye, yuin yi, anyone lahhh.(;

and then i got this off the net!

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . .
even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when
she is not with you,
you might not relize how badly it hurts her.

7. If youre talking to another girl,
when you're done talking,
walk over and hug her and kiss her....
let her knowshe's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . .
as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches
her and she doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3things:
a stuffed animal
(she'll hug it everytime she goes to sleep),
jewelry
(she'll treasure it forever),
and one ofher t-shirts
(she'll most likely wear it to bed)
or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!!
and flowers or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends
as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if its' simple and inexpensive,it came from YOU.
it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday,
Christmas, or just whenever,take it
and tell her you love it, even if you don't
(it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you
will, it may not seem like it,
but it does hurt her and makes her
think you don't care so call even if
you can only talk for a minute.
Girls don't necessarily have to have
hour long conversations every night
but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . .
they usuallymean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends
that aregirls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are
freeand u should be free to hang with
your girl friend all the time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

it's really sweet lorhh!((;

2 March 2007

2007-03-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEJING!

haha. my dear girl's FINALLY 15.

okay, i'm still younger and all but, nevermind!

it's fridayyyyyy.

oh goshh, can't wait for school to end!

then ermm, class com meeting i think.

but i'm like an almost postless class com?

so like, yea, i'm not even useful lahh.

bet like mr samat doesn't even knw please.

haha, fine fineee. i should try to be more useful?

well, but my post is to help i guess?

lol. okay, forget it. haha!

common test results:

mother tongue: 62.5/100

A maths: 19/40

that's all i knw so yea.

AHHH, FAILED AMATHS so i'm

DOWN FOR REMEDIAL ON FRIDAY!));

fine lorh fineee, i'm gg for tuition anyways.

okayy, GOOD BYE WORLD.[not suicidal]

23 February 2007

2007-02-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

common test! ));
well, holidaying overr!
i also don't knw happy or sad?
cuz i don't quite like something abt malaysia.
the toilets! ));
okay anyhows! A&W ROCKS!
haha! A&W=LOVEE!
anyways, holidayyyyy.

day 1
whole day take bus to Ipoh!
ohh, and my introduction to A&W!
and well, some malaysian chinese AUNTIE
totally pissed me off okayyy!
queuing for the toilet that time,
she was in front of me.
then later on, her daughter went behind me instead.
then the stupid auntie lah,
say to the other daughter
in some HORRIBLE MANDARIN,
"nv er, yao zhan hao horh,
bu yao rang na xie bie ren
cha dui orh!"
QIAN BIAN ;/
fine, nevermind! i'm a TOURIST.
nevermind, travelled for the whole day,
then at 8 plus then reached hotel
then eat dinner at 9! ;D
go to the room and blah.
shared room with clara.
okayy, so fun! the room was okay.
oh and i studied history.

my brother's; mine; dad's

oh, my favourite tree!

mine; clara's

hotel room

day 2

outside a cave temple

outside another cave with my bro and coconut!

i also went to the Lost World of Tambun

it's this water theme park. but since i was wearing a swimsuit,

so i'm not gg to upload any pics.

day 3

cameron highlands! with oscar (clara's bro)

me and my brother at the tea plantation

cactus farm!

aquarium! ;D

cosmo's world at night!

day 4

twin towers!

at this chocolate place! chocolate dragon!

oh, then in the end, when coming back to sg,

the coach's tyre went flat so yea,

so reached here at like 11+ instead of 9.

16 February 2007

2007-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

happy birthday in advance

KERLENE TAN and JAMIE BONG! ;D

okay, last post before i leave tmr morning.

today i went ice skating after school!

ended at 10, so bused and trained to JE,

safarina ma'am and diana ma'am

and their friends were there too.

in the bus and train.

so my companions,

rabiatul, nanthyni [sp] and NANTHINI,

wonder which one was so happy lorh.

anyhows, we went to KFC,

then imagine, nanthini can't skate at all,

so if she goes and ______ ____ goes too,

then she gg to fall that time can hug her!

haha. then we were like having fun.

then aisyah came, then eat, then rink.

and just nice horh, in front of us lining up

is the ma'ams and their friends!

haha! the funny scenario! ;D

okay, go in, change to skating boots,

then skate, at first i couldn't!

haha, so wobbly! lol.

okay, so really soon, learnt to skate,

i'm still itching to skate now.

nanthini kept falling down,

or screaming, or clutching on the railing,

or CARASSING me hand ;)

haha, okay, so skate skate.

i fell 4 times, 3 times was pulled/affected by falling ppl.

once was me and aisyah hold hand skate,

then around the turn we banged into each other

so we fell! haha! and i saw this funny sight!

this girl, while skating, was DANCING to the music.

tokyo drift play, she will shake and enjoy it.

buttons she will try to move her upper body sexily?

then the other oldies how?

be dramatic and such?

haha! really hilarious lahh! ;)

anyhows, so we skated for 5 hours, through 2 resurfacings.

so nice to skate lorhhh! haha!

i likeeee! i wanna go agn!

although my left wrist is sorta like,

red and bruised and abit swollen now.

haha, thanks to YEA LAHH.

oh, and serena ma'am went to skatey too!

so that same person so happy,

both eyecandies were there!

lol, this is really obvious! haha.

anyhows, so summary better.

one sentence says it all:

ICE SKATING IS FUN!

okayy, good night world!

i'm gg to sleep cuz leaving tmr

at like 7am. haha. okayy, hearts<33!>

10 February 2007

2007-02-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

Well, these few days really flashed by, week’s gone and yea.
Anyhows, I’m starting to think that my life’s a failure.
I’m so sorry abt thursday, really really.
Cuz is like I didn’t do it properly,
So yea, I’m really sorry );

Anyways, I also don’t knw what to say anymore.

So I won’t say anything but announce my tests results.
To make myself motivated,
I need to humiliate myself first.
A maths - 10/20
E maths – 8 /20
E maths retest – 17/20
(And I’m still getting completing the square wrong)
Geography – 10/20
Chemistry – 13/25
History – 5 /12 or 20
Social Studies – 8 /20
English compo – 19/30
(2 ‘huh??!’s and a few “sounds weird”s)

So saddening lahh. Pathetic results. I’m off. ));

30 January 2007

2007-01-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

haha! okayy, yesterday was the audition

then i was really scared! lol.

today was funny.

spent physics and a maths writing letter.

then PE, mr samat didn't take us,

he took the sec one class instead!

haha! so the class we were supposed to pay tennis.

but then mr samat was witht he sec ones at the canal.

so me, latha and jialing spent our time

well, SINGING. haha.

national day songs too!

it was so fun lahh.

then mr samat come back that time,

we just pretended to be playing!

we were just swinging the rackets,

WITH NO BALL. haha!

okay, so funny lahh.

then mr samat never see anything!

then recess had to treat this girl.

and then anyways, went back to class,

miss malini's class and all.

then chem, assembly,

then go home lorhhh. haha!

i sat the sofa bus! it was cool!

but then the sofa was spoilt,

so the thing kept rocking back and forth

so me and eva were like ahhh!

haha! it was damn funny lahhh.

so i went home feeling bus sick!

aww, anyhows, lunch is going to be weird.

cuz well, i put bread in the microwave oven,

and then the egg i also put into the microwave.

and i hope it'll cook. haha!

i go check on it alrdy! haha!

27 January 2006

2007-01-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

I just came back from shaun's birthday party.

well, it was quite weird

for me, kerlene and paula cuz we kept running off.

anyhows, a lot of things happened,

and i was still trying to sing i turn to you!

gahhh, super hard to hit the high notes

cuz i can't sing! ));

and i actually sang in front of jerald.

major maluness ehhh.

rahhhh. so weird lorhhh.

okayy, nevermind! haha.

then went home and yea!

goodnight world.

15 Januray 2006

2007-01-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

i don't knw what to say.

now life's bad. just horrendous.

i wanna die so badly.

But it doesn't matter anymore.

well, it's not the relationship but rather,

troubles, stress, worries,

worldly affairs, i don't care.

but when it comes to him,

it's all the worry in the world,

all the tears in my eyes

and all the sadness my heart can take.

i'm blown off my feet,

high into the sky.

i'm in the clouds,

the dark rainy kind.

i'm over the moon,

but there's no moon so in other words, the dark.

it's not my fault my eyes

seem red and puffy,

as i walk crestfallen and dejected

along the lonely halls of my life.

12 January 2007

2007-01-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

I AM SAD. go away!

i don't want to name who but go away also!

and you also! you ALL GO AWAY!

school is horrigible!

i am still sad.

i want to go sleep!

cuz i am still sad.

and an open sign of sadness on thursday lorhh

the who and who and who

all so shocked lahh.

they sort of asking me and blahhh.

so malu lahhh ));

5 January 2007

2007-01-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Well, new year, new class.

new teachers, new classmates,

new friends, new faces and blah.

So now i'm in 3G2,

and i sit with Nanthini in class.

the classroom is freaking high up,

on the fourth floor!

it's a painful, long walk up 8 flights of stairs.

even worse when it's the rotunda lahh!

so well, now i just got back

from the sec one orientation campfire.

and well, we had lots of fun and laughs.

now my right cheek really hurts.

why? i don't knw. haha!

and blueblacks are well, COOL.

and painful, haha. okay okay,

lame lahh. okay, so teachers

setting lots of homework alrdy i guess.

well, actually i feel it's just mr choy.

but nevermind lorhh. A maths like that lorhh.

oh, and i must expand my vocabulary,

widen my horizons that bit more!

haha, okayy, and i really like writing calligraphy!

cuz it's fun! haha! really really.

okay, i'm gg to do homework. bye world!

25 December 2006

2006-12-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyoneee!

haha! okay after days of christmas shopping!

lalala! it's like wheeeee.

okay last night or earlier this morning,

i went for midnight christmas mass.

really first time i heard the church

singing so loudly together! haha!

alright, was being damn sleepy in one part of mass.

haha, okay, after mass talked to some ppl awhile,

then went to wait for bus opp. the church.

i was telling my dad either no buses or very little,

then he like don't believe then ver long later,

he say cab. then went to seven eleven first

before cabbing. haha! i want my strepsils man!

okay, went home, so exhausted, fell aslp. lol.

anyhows, should update.

saturday;

youth cafe was really nicee!

being waitress is fun! lol!

anyways, whole clique came ;D

friday;

i can't really rmb anything

but well, that night wasn't really

good but well yea.

nevermind lerh lahh.

okay now i just can't rmb things.

alright, i'm going to sleep,

having slept so little last night.

good night/morning world.

22 December 2006

2006-12-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

well, today went out to city hall

to meet daddy during his lunch break.

cuz daddy wanted to eat sakae.

So yea, ate lorhh. then daddy gave me $50.

then after eating dad went back to work,

so i walked ard the whole raffles city shopping centre,

cuz i was looking for something to buy for someone.

and then, i went back to junction 8

to find something else since i couldn't get anything.

and then later met matthew lorh.

then met shaun too and blah.

then whatever and whatever then went home,

do homework, slept abit and then dinner and yea,

later on cuz my brother's friend was there too.

so i left the house with him when he was leaving.

well, he left slightly earlier.

when i was almost at the lift lobby,

then his friend entered the lift,

then so, i sort of ran abit

and the guy was very funny!

instead of pressing the "open" button,

he just put his arm in between the doors.

lol, funny lahh. so we didn't talk at all in the lift.

he's a blur person.

anyways, went with mom and uncle daniel

to china town, eat tang yuan. can't rmb the english name!

anyhows, there were these performers there.

some china students.

yea, then mommy bought 4 bowls of the tang yuan,

to give them then they were like don't wanna take like that

then very shy and yea, but in the end,

yea still reluctantly accepted.

haha, well, they really very poor thing lorh.

cuz is like come perform,

not only can't earn more than $10 or whatever,

it's like not enough to pay their travelling fees!

and it's really typical singaporean behaviour

that no one clapped to offer support nor appreciation.

so it's really sad lorh. yea.

anyhows, then went home and abt to go sleep.

20 December 2006

2006-12-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

okay, today went out!

haha. went out with shaun, mayvin and kerlene!

haha! we went to junction 8.

and then go thomson plaza.

and then later kristen came ;D

and then shaun and kristen went out

and then kerlene went home.

while me and mayvin go ngee ann city.

then we walked around taka.

and so, we walked to plaza sing.

from taka, mayvin made me walk to plaza,

cuz he buscard no money.

or so she claims. she has $2 inside lorhh!

haha! so we walked ard plaza also.

then went homeee. haha.

and i still have no idea what to get him for christmas!

ahh! as in yea, had many LOVELY ideas

from kristen and shaun

but yea, how to carry them out? haha!

anyways, i'm just gonna be smiley now lorh.

so yea, tmr got blah and yea. haha!

19 December 2006

2006-12-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA! i'm happy today.

cuz finally i'm okay then can go out!

So this morning i went out!

with mayvin, vanessa and new found friend, cheryl.

haha! very funny!

and only i am on time one okayy!

mayvin say meet me at 9.30 then meet them at 10.

and then she was late for half an hour!

mayvin: "wah lau, they late for 30 mins leh.

i late but not so long right"

bernice: "haha. you were late for half an our lah.

meet at 9.30 you 10 then come eh!"

or well, something along those lines and blah.

haha. and it was like damn suay lorhh!

NCOs there lehh ));

why so suayyyy! sad diaoooo!

but putting that aside, still had lots of fun!

haha! and we took neoprints! yay! ;D

although my hair's VERY weird and SCREWED ;/

but well, the neoprints still look quite good ;D

edited;

haha. okay i just came back from church.

well, we had our meeting.

and then i was the earliest! lol.

anyways, then finish meeting, then go eat.

then i asked the uncle the noodle,

don't put the vege and shallots

and spring onions and blah,

and CHILLI!

cuz i'm like fast food chains packet chilli,

can eat, not even spicy!

but noodle stall chilli i cannot stand one!

as in gastrics one.

then the shallots also give gastrics.

so it's like the uncle like PURPOSELY one,

all put okay! D;

then until i wait at the bus stop for bus is like

damn pain okayyy. i was like gg

to crumble like that and blah!

then in the bus so ke lian! haha!

but lucky at home got medicine ;D

wahahaha! smiley faces!

18 Decemer 2006

2006-12-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

bon voyage paula!
well and her 4 siblings and parents! haha.
big big family. haha.
anyways, i still hate flu!
cuz it just won't let me get well-er ;/

and just to relive some memories ;D randomly!

me and haslinda ;Dyejing and me with the motherly love and blahsquadmates! haha. it was taken last year.wan xuan and my clique ;D she was so unwilling to take the pic!me and mayvin with ice cream cones at SWENSENS! ;Dflowers from last second day of school.and mr teo! lol.

16 December 2006

2006-12-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

i so wanna go for advent camppp );

gahhh, flu's horrigibleeee.

for the first 2 days it was dry cough.

now it's some regular not dry cough?

and i finished more than half of the water at home.

oh mannnn. and i can't sleep ;/

i wanna drink jolly sandy[sp].

i think it'll help me sleep ;D

haha! ahhh, i wanna do something outdoors!

someone please bring me out! ;)

edited;

haha. i'm so desperate to get well can!

until last night i actually resorted to

sleeping in those puffy winter coats?

15 December 2006

2006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

flu day two.

okay, that sounds silly but nevermind!
haha. okayy, my throat's itching like mad!
and worse of all, i dread sleeping now.
it's like sitting up, it's hard breathe alrdy,
lie down, even worse.
and it's like cough plus blocked nose?!
it's like how to even breathe!
and i don't really wanna in my sleep anymore.
well, not now at least!
and it's unglam also!
haha, anyways, flu is horrible.
well, i spent my day coughing.
as in cough cough cough and cough mixtures don't help
and strepsils don't help either so yea.
but well, i shall upload a photo of me and mayvin
just to make myself feel better.
don't knw why but it makes me happy!
having a photo taking with mayvin and a spoon!

haha. smart mayvin decided to display her

WONDERFUL photoshopping skills and

then deleted the original. bleagh! haha.

14 december 2006

2006-12-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

happy 1 mth matthew! ;D

well, now i'm sick.

i've got flu and i'm gonna quarantine myself

since it's contagious.

i'm delirious! banana! nevermind.

goodnight world!

11 December 2006

2006-12-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

haha! today had fun.

went to Cathay to watch movie,

lots of ppl! haha.

watched happy feet. so cuteeee!

and matthew's brother was cute and there too!

haha. out of point but yea!

anyways, i think i accidentally became a ziying!

oh shit! haha. cuz well, the movie was scary!

omg had the shock of a lifetime mannn.

and POOR MATTHEW.

cuz he was sitting next to me and yea.

SORRY! ;(

anyhows, after the movie we walked plaza sing

and then kinda dispersed.

then left me and matthew.

haha. then met up with shaun and lucas.

we sat in tcc and yeaa.

sorry agn matthew!

for the expensive high-class water!

lol. but it was damn hilarious!

the thingy i thought was lime juice was sugar water

and lucas drank it?!

haha. super funny! nevermind!

haha. then short trip to the arcade.

and then later went home!

haha. to sum it up it was just lots of fun!

oh and i shadn't be so bored to count down myself.

so i'll leave my brain to suddenly rmb

that tmr is 12 dec.

and tmr morning i'll just wake up and try to rmb it.

7 December 2006

2006-12-07T14:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUITING!

haha, my squadmate/ camp mate/ plantalover?!

alrights, today went to school and everything

left early and blah just to go rebond my hair

and the machine is like spoilt?! so yea.

anyways, shall do some updating!

yesterday, i went to escape with clique!

i started off screaming my lungs out

and squeezing my eyes shut.

later on towards the end of the day i was

alternating the rainbow and pirate ship

with yezhen, yejing and amanda.

haha. and my DEAREST clique loves to laugh at me

cuz i got so scared at first that i made funny faces

and they laugh like crazy on the rides!

and during pirate ship there was this malay girl opposite me,

she was also laughing can! haha.

but NEVERMIND. i FORGIVE her.

since even my clique does that!

haha. alrights, but we didn't get to play wet and wild

and, major disappointment was the haunted house!

it was a WALK THROUGH?!

as in yea it was dark, but what happedned to the "ghosts"?!

wtf can! so MACHINE lah!

it's like all so expected can?!

and this pontiana! so stupid!

it was like we walk there,

then at this snail like pace it jumps out?!

and guess what, it's like so tiny can?!

size of a forearm lahh!

and all like damnit expected so yea.

then me and yejing were chanting!

chanting "it's fake it's fake it's fake"

haha! and there were two boys in front of us,

they were laughing lahh. haha.

so i got influenced to be jolly too!

haha. but the haunted house is so not scary!

alright, and we left ard 4,

went to yejing and yezhen's house,

then go dinner and then i went home.

so yea! and tonight there's the legion sleepover!

i'm hoping paula would stay!!
if not i'd be lonely+bored+pitiful!

haha. and i have no idea what to bring so i haven't packed.

alright, and now i'm just sleepy and wanting to sleep.

haha! goodnight ;D

1 December 2006

2006-12-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

CAMP'S OVER!! oh yay!

and and now i have one ambition!
to destroy the production of planta!
i want to smash all the factories of planta production
and want to wipe out planta!
seriously, who was so bored to invent planta?!
we alrdy have butter and margarine[sp]!

haha. okayy. so pathetic. haha.

didn't blog last night cuz i went to sleep ;D

to replenish the hours of sleep i've lost! haha.

alright and well, now it's so horrigible!

post camp blues! cuz cuz!

well, 40.2 degrees high plus no voice!

rahh. can't even go out anymore! haha. nevermind ;D

25 November 2006

2006-11-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

okay. haha. yesterday was yea.

cabbed to school in the morning

okay then had gardening presentation

and well, RE-RE-REDO our thing.

bleagh. nevermind lorh!

anyways, after that had promo parade

and then went to eat dinner with yejing.

with our uniforms and boots and everything!

haha! and then i went home and slacked off.

okay, then today was erm, normal.

went to ballet class

then RCIY, the breaking of word,

and i forgot to wear the RCIY shirt! haha.

anyways, there's this big notice

on this giant billboard at the newton and

novena interception that part.

and it was really good to see it.

it was about the condominium there.

and it wrote really big

"FULLY SOLD. THANKS BE TO GOD"

so yea, it just felt good to knw that

ppl actually still do proclaimations of faith

so loudly in the society! it was great ;D

23 November 2006

2006-11-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

i should update more often!

haha. anyways, today i had fun ;D

went to school, did the flag.

FINISHED the flag :D *high sense of achievement*

me and nanthini and xiner and ruiting!

haha. then after that, like go g3,

then go home! then go out agn!

okay, went to watch step up.

wih someone. and we took neos too.

haha. okay, SWEET ;)

anyways, came home, slept abit,

then ate a piece of chocolate as dinner

and now i asked my daddy to buy fishballs for me ;D

haha. okay, tmr's promo parade.

as well as gardening agn! ah! i feel so unprepared!

18 November 2006

2006-11-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

haha. okay, these few days

have been sweeter than ever!

haha. majorly honey-fied! haha.

anyways, today was OC accreds.

and yea man! i passed!

well, everyone passed!! haha CLAPS-

anyhow, i think i ate some of the solid fuel!

haha. yes i knw it's anti bacterial now

but well, still poisonous.

haha. hope i don't dieee ;X

lol. anyhows, shall recap recap and recap!

yesterday'

lesean's graduation party

haha. okayy, was nicee! haha

cuz i guess well got alot of food.

or too much food then cannot finish! haha.

okayy, and yes, i have to spend more time ard the house,

learn to do chores, peel kiwi,

cut fruits and yada yada.

and next time me and mayvin will

TRY not to BURN the chocolate

in the chocolate fountain ;D

haha. our nice liquid chocolate!

all fudgey and sorts!

and we poured that on the ice cream

and it hardened up! SO COOL.

science is so interesting! lol.

alright and mr circle was there too.

and and i stayed there till 6.30

ard there playing comp!

yes, i stayed there to play comp

when i have a comp at home. yes. haha

and i was playing gunbound ;D

my old flame which i'm addicted to agn!

haha. okayy. so it was great fun.

oh and i got into 3G2. interesting.

the combi i want and everything!

haha. it's happying! lol.

pure physics and chem, core geog,

SS+ elective hist, A maths and all the normal stuffs.

and i've decided not to take HCL.

the day before i can't rmb since i am

mr future csm or mayflower NCC,

ian teo's stm piggy younger sister.

haha. okay, i suffer from short term memory ;D

and now i'm gg to sleep ;D

16 November 2006

2006-11-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

well, so freak lah todayy

haha. but well, bits and pieces of sweet!

anyhows, hafta RE-REDO gardening.

certainly hope it'll be the last time!

anyways, after that i went home,

and on the way back i saw tao han.

haha. our conversation was short though.

tao han: "what school you from now?"

me: "crescent. you?"

tao han: "maris stella"

me: "oh okay. bye!" -smile

tao han: "bye." -smile

okayy. yea. and then i went home

and i slacked the day away agn.

anyways, the past few days haven't been blogging.

haha. but well, i love love love 14th november ;D

clique knws what happened and well, so does SOMEONE.

anyhow, class chalet was 14 nov too.

well, our clique didn't stay overnight.

haha. and i met shaun there too!

surprising really. haha.

then i guess that's about it now ;D

10 November 2006

2006-11-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

okayy, chalet's OVER D;

ultimate sadness man!

i love staying overnight somewhere else

with clique lehhhh D;

anyways, shall UPDATE.

wednesday;

uncle daniel fetched me there lorh.

haha. then we check in and then

went up, took a look at everything,

and the "KEY" is a CARD!!

haha. okay, so i was shocked. haha.

so we wanted to go bowling,

but the bowling alley either

1. closed down

2. disappeared or

3. we couldn't find it.

haha. so went back to our room and slacked.

so cup noodles for dinner ;D

then watched lots of tv!

yes, we run all the way to pasir ris, downtown east,

book a room for $188,

just to WATCH TELEVISION. haha!

and it wasn't cable tv either! it wwas normal tv!

so yea, and we had loads of fun.

and we did YOGA ;D

yoga is good for the heart and soul and mind!

okay some and yezhen tried sleeping at 12 plus,

but then dearest mayvin wouldn't stop

requesting songs and then lay there,

ziying kept singing off tune

and yejing hitting all those high and low notes

and mayvin cheering

while me and yezhen just went on

SCREAMING and being IRRITATED.

haha. yea, i tried banging the mattress,

covering my ears with the pillow

and hiding behind the door! haha.

but then i got so pissed and on-ed the lights.

then soon can sleep alrdy lorh,

they can't sing in the light,

and that's how we finally slept.

thursday;

we woke and up and did more yoga. haha

but but, major bummer was like,

escape was CLOSED ;/

major irritatingness okayy!

so we rented bicycles and

cycled around pasir ris park,

till east coast park, played in the playgrounds,

and then went back to our room with the bicycles,

and then last minute start screaming and running

and speeding our bicycles back to the

renting kiosk! haha. looked so dumb!

and then liyuan came and stuff

and then start fire too,

and abt inviting amos,

actually i was justy kidding with him,

but didn't knw he really keep promise,

really go leh! haha. AMAZING OKAYY.

haha. but well, yea, bet he was bored.

anyways, i got sunburned!

and MALUATED. thanks to the dumb dare!

it was like go and ask a hot guy for his number?

okay, nevermind nevermind!

friday, today;

morning was checkout.

and i got damn pissed off by some body ;/

someone from the outside world mannn.

okay, so yea. then take 88,

back to bishan there,

go yejing and yezhen's house,

leave our stuff there,

then go junction 8,

then went to SOMEWHERE,

and then back to junction 8,

ate sakae sushi the buffet,

then we had lots of fun!

and well, ziying likes mr low standard!

yezhen: "ziying, ni bu shi xi huan

na ge low standard na ge mah?"

ziying: "DUI DUI DUI!"

see, ziying likes eugene!

well yea. okayyy.

so summary summary,

yejing sings in her sleep,

ziying loves to open her legs big big,

i giggle alot when i sleep

[must have been a nice dream i can't rmb]

and mayvin and liyuan are more than

comfortable with each other.

and now i'm glad that i typed this all in like 10 minutes!

7 November 2006

2006-11-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

i guess it's alright now ;)

everything should be FINE. haha.

well, chalet tmr, so i'd be gone for 3 days.

haha. CLIQUE CHALET! WHEE~

i'm looking forward to the whole thingyy. haha.

not say i can't wait but well, excitingness!

but somehow there's still

something weighing on my mind.

rahh. haha. nevermind ;D

anyhows, flower day was GOOD ;D

and now there are flowers sitting in a vase at home.

they are PRETTAYE FLOWERS! <33

i like flowers! haha. ;D

3 October 2006

2006-11-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

this morning i went back to school

FOR mayvin cuz she wanted to find mr choy.

then later met ruiting, subha, ee suan and xiner ;D

haha. anyways, so mr choy wasn't there

so we left. took bus to junction 8,

bought macs breakfast and then

bought flowers for FLOWER DAY TMR!

haha. glenda and genevieve buying

SUNFLOWERS for me!! whee~

i bought a nice, orange daisy for genevieve

and the blue rose for glenda. haha.

and the pakaging thing is real cute!!

it's some bottle at the end of the stalk!

haha. can't wait for tmr.

anyways, mayvin went out with her honey,

haha. i'm happy that she's happy ;D

well, FIVE MORE DAYS TILL CHALET!

freakishly excited!! seriously! ;DD

lalala! and i did my treasurer accounts yesterday

and i guess all's running smoothly?! BWAHAHA.

last night was hilarious,

mayvin keeping me on the phone till almost 1am.

wahaha. oh and just to be random,

i slept 4 extra hours in the afternoon today!

sleeping rocks! makes me colourfullll ;D

1 November 2006

2006-11-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

today me and ziying

went on SPURGING DAY!

haha. we had lots of fun!!

okay, so meet up at 3pm.

then we went to mos burger

drink corn soup! haha.

then got post office to post siti's letter.

and then we went to the

BESTEST SHOPPING PLACE EVER!!

we went to kiddy palace ;D

and ziying bought me a haha hammer

and this cute cute eeyor!!

the one in the jar! haha.

i'm gg to bring that and my cow which has a name

to chalet! haha. and hug them to sleep! bwahahaha.

okay, and i bought her the same stuff she bought me.

just that the eeyor was replaced with a piglet.

anyways, after buying those

toys, we went to the sushi place.

and we pampered ourselves!

SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI!! yay!!

and then ziying, my dear ziying,

please sip tea as how you would in

A CHINESE GARDEN! [inside joke]

and we got this wonderful slogan!

cuz the green tea was free flow,

so our wonderful ziying horh,

came up with this INTERESTING slogan.

"FREE FLOW! DRINK MORE DRINK MORE!"

haha! so smart! lol. the typical singaporean! lol.

and there was this really silly thing i did ;D

bernice: *points to a poster thing

on the plate which was on conveyor belt*

ziying, do you want this tuna thingyy?

ziying: ya, i want

bernice: *takes plate off conveyor belt

and hands it to ziying*

ziying: you think i can eat paper is it?

bernice: oh okay!

bernice to waitress lady: excuse me.

can i have on this *points to plate thing*

waitress: okay *takes plate and

puts it back on conveyor belt*

all: *laughs*

haha. that waitress lady was nice ;D

haha. okay so after our EXPENSIVE, FILLING MEAL,

we went back to kiddy palace to play! haha.

then go homeeee ;D

initially we wanted to go get ice cream

from swensens to end our

expensive, 5 star, 3 course international meal.

but due to overfilling in the sushi place,

we refused to eat anything else alrdy!! haha.

so we went home ;D WE ROCK!

30 October 2006

2006-10-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

oh yay! today is a good day!

cuz yesterday was not a very good day

so today is a good day!

okay, i got my third earhole

on the right earrrr. lalala.

it doesn't hurt anymore ;D

and then went to nygh for the performance,

and i bought myself a cute cute

GILA COW to cheer myself up too.

it cost like 13 bucks!

i think 13 is my lucky numberrrr!

anyways, yejing promised to buy me a FLOWER,

glenda and genevieve, next sat is flower day!

please remember to buy flowers!

SUNFLOWERS FOR ME!!

ROSE FOR GLENDA,

BIG FLOWER FOR GENEVIEVE!

haha. and i don't knw what to do with my allergy.

lol. nevermind! haha. ;D

anyhows, my lips turn BLACK when their dry!

and and i like cows!

and and and got the THIRTEENTH prize for

red cross charity draw! wahaha

it's like MY FIRST TIME WINNING

SOME NATION WIDE CHARITY DRAW!

anyways, i'm OFF TO BED!

it's been a long day.

and i swear, coffee has no wakening effect on me!

28 October 2006

2006-10-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

er, today had combined training with RI.

omg please ;/ i am soooo not happy with that who!

nvr! damn bias please! nevermind!

well, other than that,

i won't give any more comments lorh.

just that due to an unknown reason,

during firedrill my elbow hurted like shit

and now my ankle does too.

and why? i don't knw!

i must be getting OLD ALRDY!

oh, then RCIY then er, other stuff lorh.

well, during mass, it was INTERESTING.

yea, but you knw he suddenly seems very strong ;/

cuz VERY PAIN SEHHH. haha.

but nevermind lorh! haha.

and it was HILARIOUS.

so HILARIOUS. lalala.

and the stained glass souvenier the church gave up,

is so so nice! SO PRETTAYE!

it's really a nice glass block!

and the box is MAGNETIC.

so i guess the church did pay quite a some for it!

haha. i lurbvexxxx it manxxx! haha.

a pathetic attempt of bimbotic language.

oh wells, i came home later,

and only siti was at home.

so it was... yea, we watched tv together.

since i was like suffering from ultimate boredom.

so now i'm here blogging nth! haha.

tmr i shall go EARLY EARLY!

25 October 2006

2006-10-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

haha! today so sweet okay!

the ex class comm and current comm

buy flowers for the whole class

then i got a prettaye, pink rose ;D

and they made a nice nice video!

so sweet okay! haha.

probably everyone cried! haha.

laura was smart enough to

bring the whole box of

tissues to school! haha!

omg today then everyone

sorta made this tiny speech thing?

and me being a pathetic thing,

i only said one sentence:

"i think our class very emo!"

i rmb some particular funny speeches!

like some people who will speech until cry!

and brenda horh, 24/7 councillor!

parting speech alrdy and crying,

still telling us tuck in our shirts!

omg, we like cry cry cry cry cry! haha.

we are such an emo class man! haha

I LOVE 2S3 '06!!

aww, so sad! i don't wanna part!

anyhows, so we walked around class

crying and hugging one another!

aww, so many tears today!

and then yingmin and swee swee ah ma

both write sweet notes for us! haha.

and ah ma had yet to praise me!!

and wan xuan loves me! ;D

i'm sure she does, cuz she replied my letter!

haha. but why she nvr write sweet sweet one!

haha. nevermind lorh. haha

all in all, 2S3! HEARTS!

so we had class recess and

then a maths bridging course?!

spoiling our emo moods! haha.

and i wanna watch the eye 10 one!

mr choy! haha. so funneh! ;D

anyways, today take many many photos!

tmr is CRYING day so

everyone please bring eye drops

to moisturise your eyes after you cry your eyes out!

24 October 2006

2006-10-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

my dad is such a mood spoiler can!!

he gave me this pathetism book?

to READ?! and to WRITE BOOK REPORT?!

hello lah! school got HOMEWORK.

english. then he give me more homework!

and it's work i actually am supposed to do at home?!

seriously can don't come torture me?!

he knws how much i hateeee reading

THICK, boring books?!

and writing pathetic, redundant,

unnecessary book reports.

the book, most importantly is THICK.

anything thick, i don't read.

so BLAH! i'm being totally irritated now.

why?! i don't knw!

oh wait, i do! cuz *** is irritating.

***** tore up my $10 note into pieces.

* gave english hwk D;

2S3's splitting up,

almost a sec 3,

gahhh. soo weird!

i don't wanna cry on thursday!

cry alrdy so ugly then go activity.

then so ugly and unglam!

then after my extreme unglamness,

go home sad and teary eyed.

then i don't knw lah. nevermind.

well, congrats mayvin for your new together-ed love.

you two love birds have fun man!

it's so sweet how others get all

lovey dovey and i go all green eyed!

haha. it's a cute sight to see them so happy ;D

mayvin, i'm happy for you okay honey!

21 October 2006

2006-10-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

ahh, so totally bleagh!

i can't even make sense anymore!

argh. nevermind.

so now it's 41.2 degrees ;/

so horrible. nevermind lorh ;)

21 October 2006

2006-10-21T09:14:00.000+08:00

okay, yesterday was fun ;D

but i shadn't elaborate.

i'll just say that it'll be hard

in legion on sunday.

haha. thanks to lucas ;/ haha.

anyways, now it's a

fever of 40.3 degrees distubing me.

haha. but nevermind lorh ;D

19 October 2006

2006-10-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

alright. past few days weren't that good.

like total heartwrenching

exam results yeaterday,

unkind words from some people close,

a fever out of the blue, blah blah.

but well, on a lighter note,

clique chalet in 20 days.

although it would probably clash

with some lessons at school!

okay chalet is on the

8th, 9th and 10th of november!

barbeque on 9th november!

uh huh. it'll be lots of fun!

totally cliqueness and yezhen+friend ness!

heh. it's really excitement we can't contain!

anyhows, well, our clique's sorta giving up.

ziying didn't have anyone to start off with,

mayvin's pissed with him,

yejing's lost interest due to his egoness

and his insensitivity.

so i'm like half half?

as in like yea, totally can't handle it.

it's pretty hard to even decide now.

as in i'm sort of confused?

ah, i don't want anything now but chalet.

well, mayvin could give him another chance,

cuz we're pretty sure

he does have some feel for you.

ziying should try to decide,

is it gg to be ryan Q, ryan C or ryan C's friend,

or perhaps *****? he's a nice guy.

and yejing, EDDI* is a total jerk!

just let him go alrdy. that !@#$%.

16 October 2006

2006-10-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

those who are being scared

for results tmr,

i can tell you that you're wasting time.

hey, worrying the hair off your head

isn't gg to help change your grade right?

i'll just cry a whole lot tmr.

crying releases sadness.

yea, my solution! lol.

life's sad lah D;

15 October 2006

2006-10-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

ERM. well, nth much really.

blogging cuz mayvin told me to.

haha. so now, we're planning our

clique-and-yezhen's-clique-chalet!

haha. whee! EXCITED LIKE SHIT!

haha. okay, today went church.

then ballet and got more blisters!

and and, they hurt!

but because they hurt,

daddy finally let me buy new shoes!

oh yay! haha. so, my conclusion!

$100 bills are smelly.

but on the bill there's this nurse!

wearing a red cross uniform!

anyways, end of my day, end of story.

and omgg. i seriously, seriously,

don't want that answer.

i want to yet i don't.

just pretend i don't and story's over. thankyou.

12 October 2006

2006-10-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

TWANG TWANG TWANG.

I WANNA DIEEEE.

AHH. nevermind. so screwed up.

"bernice yuen, i hate you.

you're such a loser."

"but i don't want to be a loser.

it's not my choice you knw."

"then whose choice was it huh?"

"i don't knw! well. it was me i guess."

that'll be how my heart and mind

would communicate

with each other if they did.

11 October 2006

2006-10-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

okay! haha. today was fun!

haha. sad thing yejing couldn't go though.

her parents don't allow lorh. nvm.

so anyways, walked to the botanical gardens,

took LOTS OF PHOTOS.

walked in the secret passages!

had 2 mosquito bites! haha.

cuz mayvin didn't tell me we were gg there to run,

i wore slippers. haha.

so we didn't run in the end.

haha. we had a great great time!

then tanglin macs for breakfast!

then we went to tiong bahru,

in hope of catching a movie! haha.

but well, only movie to watch

was world trade centre.

BORING so we didn't watch.

then we went to cine to watch scoop.

i LOVE LOVE LOVE that cinema!

next time if i were to watch movie with the who,

i wanna watch there!

the atmosphere scary enough! haha.

anyways, then after the movie,

mayvin went home,

me and zying go drink CORN SOUP.

haha! the mos burger one! nice nice!

"we rock" partners! haha.

alike in taste in probably everyway!

then we went home later on.

oh, and ziying cried in the cinema.

must have been the movie!

it was a COMEDY.

our dear girl too emo alrdy!

and mayvin agrees that

sitting next to her hurts right! lol.

alright, the photos are t

aking forever to upload so,

stay tuned lorh. haha.

THIS APPLIES TO CLIQUE ONLY.

edited;

alright, got the url alrdy!

i spent like 1 and a half hours uploading it!

you all MUST thanking me! haha

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2100870803

why mayvin and ziying are on the cover?

I DON'T KNW. haha. happy?

10 October 2006

2006-10-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

okay, today was erm. BORING.

i did nth but watch tv, sleep, sms, msn.

oh wells. someone please entertain me!

and clique! tmr night how?? can??

I AM SERIOUSLY DEPRIVED OF

MY CHILDHOOD YEA.

I WANNA CELEBRATE EVERY FESTIVAL

KIDS GET TO CELEBRATE

YOUTH STYLE.

I WANNA CARRY LANTERNS

AND WALK FOR BLOCKS

AFTER BLOCKS AROUND

THE NEIGHBOURHOOD.

I WANNA SIT UNDER THE STARS

AND STAY TILL LATE IN THE NIGHT.

I WANNA STAY IN THE HAZE

AND GET ASTHMATIC ALL OVER AGAIN.

I WANNA JUMP OFF A BUILDING

AND DIE. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.

fine. won't be suicidal. bleagh ;/

anways, thanks amanda, my dearest mortal.

thanks for being sweet yea honey!

9 October 2006

2006-10-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

erm, exams are finally over.

why don't i feel relieved?

i wanna study all of a sudden.

yea. i didn't study enough for the exams.

my results ain't gonna be pretty.

i can sense my impending doom.

freak out now. argh.

anyways, paper ended at 10.30 today.

so we were free to go off.

went junction 8, movie.

john tucker must die. quite nice.

it was really funny.

ms lye ziying is a painful person to sit next to.

when she gets excited, it's real painful.

she'd grab the arm of the person next to her,

dig her fingernails in and smack the person's arm?

total OUCH. okay. so yea.

anyhows, i've been feeling real odd.

kinda out of place, sort of.

cuz like what do i want exactly?

really, what do i need?

7 October 2006

2006-10-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

the haze's really bad! oh gosh.

i took pictures from the comfort of my house ;D

the blocks next to mine!

the ITE. looks moutainy!

the evil hazeee.

7 October 2006

2006-10-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

okay, last night after blogging,

me and yj decided to go out. haha.

as in celebrate. it was almost

8.40pm on my clock. haha

so we went out.

i took a bus to her place then we bought lantern.

and the firework stick thing! haha.

the haze was really bad last night.

and i think i'm crazy to actually stay outdoors

like 3 hours when i'm asthmatic. lol.

anyhows, we bought lantern, then go light up the candles.

then i called ahem. and i was BRAVE.

yejing also saw please! omg, i'm so pleased ;D

anyhow, so after tt, talked for a while,

then me and yejing go walk! haha.

LANTERNS ;D

mine's hello kitty and

her's is this round one

which is NOT AS PRETTY AS MINE.

haha. just kiddding ;D

so we walked awhile around the blocks,

went to the basketball court and

played with the fireworks stick thing! haha

and we used candles to make this heart shape.

so pretty! haha. we should do it agn sometime soon!

then this uncle and his wife

came along to play badminton.

hello please, got 2 courts then

he purposely play at where

we were so we had to move ;/

crazy old man ;/ nvm.

he's so boring okay, like nvr talk to the wife one!

don't knw why she marry him!

nvm, so for their sake, we stop playing

so they can play in peace.

considered nice alrdy since they were mean. lol.

anyways, we moved to the fitness corner there,

then this group of ahbengs came.

they played soccer there.

then influenced by our surroundings,

me and yejing decided

we should do some form of sports too.

the couple playing badminton,

ahbengs playing soccer,

funny uncle doing taijiquan. haha.

so me and her did yoga of the balance beam.

haha. it was fun ;D

so we did yoga for quite some while,

our music competing with the ahbengs'.

then they left and this uncle came.

he was carrying this radio!

first he held it and ran around the fitness corner.

then he put it on the bench and ran somemore.

then he sat there for a while.

then he did some funny exercise. lol.

so we just played over there and stuff.

so my last 10 hours of yesterday wasn't too bad.

although i feel that singapore's

losing her festive spirit!

bishan CC didn't do anything

in the open plaza!! so sad!

and the night was so quiet!

but it was great to see some

singaporeans still have that spirit! yay us!